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Hard times tonight. Really struggling with everything. At this moment I wish I was born with ability to be a man and go out and fight someone. Sod the stockings and pretty underwear, dresses etc. I wear it because it makes me feel like me but I'm not loving it tonight. I'm lost. A few months ago a female looked at my cock and suggested if mine had been bigger, I wouldn't be wearing female clothes etc. If I had a big, swinging, member I wouldn't feel so feminine, I joked about it afterward but I can see the logic. I'm lost and hurting.… 阅读更多内容

Just a general post really. It's very hard being a tv. When you look at females looking gorgeous, wearing short skirts mad nylons etc it's easy to get jealous. Having been a walking fuck hole myself, I am very aware of how young and old females must feel. Steve saw me as something that would produce an orgasm, be it anally or orally. I was ok with it because he tolerated my cross dressing. Both holes were available, as long as I had lingerie on etc. The pool area was difficult as I wore a one piece swimsuit, never bikini, unless he wasn't there lol. I remember being laid out on a su… 阅读更多内容

As an addendum to part two. You know when you watch videos of experienced women etc getting fucked and have their legs spread and they raise their arms above their heads? I didn't like doing that at first. The first time I tried it, it made me feel totally vulnerable. In that position I always put my fingers on Steves belly. I enjoyed seeing my painted nails there but it also gave me a sense of control.… 阅读更多内容