I’m having a mixed feelings and emotions. I has become so hard to deal with every day life! on one hand is the man you see before you. On the other is the girl inside me screaming to be released. I am not sure how long I can resist these carnal urges. Progression to the dark side of my mind has become a losing battle.The more over the edge I go, the closer I get to no turning back. Day by day I can see and feel my mind and body altering.My obsession is slowly becoming a fact that I have known for a long time. How so much I want to wash away my masculinity and hold my head highly as I parade ar… 阅读更多内容