So I am trans, I don't hide this. All my life I was bullied and told I wasn't a "real man" and never will be. That's not why I transitioned but I did for personal reasons. Now I am being told that I will never be a woman by the same sort of people. So which is it? I technically identify as nonbinary, niether male nor female, but if I had to choose, Id prefer female pronouns. So if I'm not a "real man" nor will I ever be a "real woman" then where does that leave me? In the middle somewhere? Tbh that kind of turns me on, so your plan failed. Like, the idea of being a total cuck and failure of… 阅读更多内容
A very peculiar (and erotic) dream
I was back in high school for some reason and I was younger but still had my current body? So pretty fat right? They had a kink/fetish class apparently. We were to split up into groups for a project/contest and each group had to pick a kink/fetish and whoever did it best would win, and I was kinda slacking and my group didn’t know what to pick and one looked at me and they all decided to pick um weight gain and see how fat they can make me as well as making me lactate. There was this bully who was in a different group saying i didn't have it in me or something. The professor was really excited… 阅读更多内容
Am I weird?
Why is everyone so obsessed with penetration intercourse? I don't get it, maybe because I'm asexual? I'd much rather cuddle, have my tits groped, massaged and sucked on, have my fat kneaded and carassed and be fed as my crotch is buried in my fat. That's what I want? Someone who is more interested in teasing me and making me feel huge and embarassed yet also sweet, not someone who wants to shove their dick in me?… 阅读更多内容
Sexually Frustrated
Man, this is not my week..I had 5 teeth pulled yesterday and probably will loose weight because I can't eat solid foods for awhile and then on top of all that, I can't seem to orgasm anymore? Maybe because I haven't been keeping up on my hormone pills lately because of the teeth being pulled? I haven't been taking my meds like normal. I am always mentally horny but can't seem to get relief from it lately..it's been over a week..help. If I can't relief myself and clear my mind, i'm just always gonna be horny and want to grow constantly? >.<' Like..i can physically get arroused fine? but i… 阅读更多内容
Like a balloon?
Why bother dieting or excercising when the world could literally end any moment now? Enjoy yourself, indulge, and relax. If WW3 doesn't happen, what's the worst that could happen? You gain a little bit of weight? It will look good on you and I promise it will feel amazing! I know that ever since I had my testes removed, it has become alot easier for me to gain weight? I'm not even trying anymore, I didn't change my diet or anything and it's still slowly going up. While it is a little scary and I am doing what I can to stay healthy, and watching my vitals, it is also very hot. Don't worry, I am… 阅读更多内容
Hate Summer
Ugh, you can tell it's summer time now because my feet have begun to swell up again. :c I really wish there was a solution to this that worked/fixed this. But water pills don't seem to work for it. It only happens when it's hot outside. Not to mention sweating alot, ugh..is it winter yet?… 阅读更多内容
Still growing ;)
It's so weird, going through a second puberty (hormones). Like one day you just look down and notice your boobs look way bigger now but never notice it growing. I've been on HRT since 2014 and they are still growing! I love it! Hope they never stop growing :)… 阅读更多内容
Wanting to grooow
Ever want to just eat and eat and become a lovecraftian-esque blob of human flesh and fat?… 阅读更多内容
Another surgery??
So..in Dec I will be going for a surgery consultation for breast augmentation. They offer either breast implants or fat transfer (Where they take body fat and transfer it to my breasts). I'm still undecided on which one to get, need to hear more info on it all first. There may be a possibility that I am too fat to get the transfer thing but that is mostly my speculation/worry. Figured I'd keep you all over here informed tho, what one would you rather see me get? Obviously I could get way bigger with implants than with the transfer but let me know!… 阅读更多内容
Still alive
So after a failed patreon, and mostly lackluster manyvids (https://www.manyvids.com/Feed/Moobdood/1003837993/) and clips4sale (https://www.clips4sale.com/studio/156411/gaining-goddess), I have come to realize that I am just not sexy enough to make any decent money at all with my body. Don't get me wrong, I love my body and how big I've gotten, so does my bf :3 But I also realize I shouldn't neglect my over 3k followers on here either, or on twitter (https://twitter.com/GainingGoddess). Although granted I love the layout of twitter more and am most active on there than anywhere else. I can't ex… 阅读更多内容
Life update
Hello, just a normal update, life has been alot better now that my BF has moved in with me. He loves how big I am as well. Also, on a different topic, I don't know how it happened, but I think I have gotten addicted, legitimately to the idea of growing bigger/gaining weight? Although I feel like I am at a good weight now (336lbs), I keep getting urges to grow more..… 阅读更多内容
Patreon updated.
Hello everyone! As you may have noticed, I haven't uploaded much on here lately, again I am sorry for this. But if you do still wish to see brand new, exclusive videos of me you won't find anywhere else, including a new video of me with my BF, please feel free to check out my patreon, I just updated my tiers to offer more rewards. https://www.patreon.com/moob I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy out there and again, thank you for being a fan of mine/supporting me if you do. :)… 阅读更多内容
A New Beginning?
So I am very excited, my new bf/feeder is going to be moving into my apartment with me. I can't wait, I'm so excited! *squees* We get along very well and he is a very kind and caring individual. Hopefully this will also help improve my videos as well too as he's ok with helping me out with those! I'm very happy! Got to wait till May for it but still.… 阅读更多内容
Patreon
Hello everyone! So I have kind of recently made a gainer/feedee patreon account. On there you can find exclusive pics/videos that will NOT be available anywhere else. As well as early release content that you can see there first, and after a couple weeks/months will be made available publically. All proceeds will be used to make me grow bigger/fatter as well. So if you want me fatter and want to see more exclusive content you can't find anywhere else, please consider contributing. Thank you. www.patreon.com/moob… 阅读更多内容
Weight Gain Pills?
So um.. I am a bit nervous. I have just recently been put back on an anti-depressant Ambilify. I was on it for a year, a few years ago and while on it, I gained like 60-70lbs in that year. But this is a new doctor and she thinks it will help. So I guess I will see if it makes me grow?! Maybe that year was just a fluke and i just ate alot and my being on Ambilify was a coincidence and a false relation. I'm about to find out tho, worst thing that happens is I become alot more sexier right? ^^'… 阅读更多内容
Surgery!
Sorry didn't mean to scare you, but I am a bit nervous about my surgery this thursday? I mean I want this surgery, I have been working towards getting a Orchiectomy for years now. For those that don't know, that is a trans surgery when they remove a person's testicles. This way my body won't be producing testosterone at all anymore. It will help eliminate some of the HRT pills, (no more testosterone blockers), and will just be nicer. I will have the extra skin left still so I can use it for if/when i do go for the full on gender reconstruction surgery since they use that skin for that. But I a… 阅读更多内容
Blueberry dreams
#turnonthursday I had such a wonderful dream where blueberry inflation was a fad, and the gum that caused it was everywhere. You didn’t need juicing and it was sadly only temporary thing like getting drunk. Last about a day I think and I was trying it and loving it and wishing it was permanent. Who else wants to be a blueberry??… 阅读更多内容
Pondering..
I’ve always wanted to do NSFW 18+ type vlogs and talking about gaining/being fat. But I dunno any good platform to do this on. Perhaps I should do these on my xhamster acount? My xhamster account https://xhamster.com/users/moobdood always has more interaction than my xtube. My tumblr here is basically dead..and I wouldn’t be able to on youtube obviously..Any recomendations? Maybe I can use my twitter? But I don’t have many followers on there sadly, if I had more people following my twitter maybe.. https://twitter.com/Growingblob… 阅读更多内容
Bdsmlr?
So I am exploring http://bdsmlr.com which I guess is a mock of tumblr but allows porn. My blog is https://moobdood.bdsmlr.com but I haven't uploaded anything yet. Anyone know any good blogs on there to follow? Well feel free to follow me on there too.… 阅读更多内容
Unsure what to do?
Someone on here promised to pay me money if I made them a customized video. I agreed and filmed it. Before I was to send the video to him, I messaged him to get paid so I can send it to him but he won't reply now. So I'm unsure if I should upload the video? It's a bit embarassing and involves my feet..I would upload it but I don't want him to get his video for free. I guess I could block him and then upload it so he can't see it? I feel like I did do a lot of work for it tho :S If anyone does want to purchase it I won't upload it and sell it to you. It's about 6 mins long and you can name your… 阅读更多内容