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what can I say?
my biggest fantasy lately is to be cuckold.. I know it's usually a male thing, but the thought of a younger, fitter, assertive girl that'll come into my house, make love to my husband and make demeaning rules for me... the thought of this woman making me the third wheel in my own marriage... the thought of her degrading me to be the lowest in the food chain in my own house......

it gets to me.

a bit about me? let's see.... I'm Israeli, a very pale shade of white, a bit tall, dark curly hair (with a bit of black dyed grey), maybe a couple of extra pounds to lose and maybe a tummy a bit softer than it was, but all in all a slender body. some would say a rather large chest.

I'm a mother of young boys and a wife of a not so open minded man.
we both make good salaries and work too much, and all in all I think we're an excellent match. Im saying that so you know there's no much point in coming on to me. I'm married, I love my husband, and this is just a porn site, for me, not a match-making site. :)

what else? a bit of a bdsm freak (inside my head only, alas), a bit of nerd, a bit sweetie :)

from Wikipedia:

A cuckquean fetishist is aware of her spouse's activity, most likely actively encouraging it[citation needed], and derives sexual pleasure from it.[2] Among fetishists, the pose of reluctance—the victimization of the cuckold—is a major element of the paraphilia. The cuckold is almost always male; the term for a female cuckold is referred to as a Cuckquean[1] but is not as prevalent in popular culture as the male version of the fetish.
In the fetish cuckqueaning subculture, the male takes on the role of being sexually dominant, while the female takes on a submissive role. The wife usually only becomes involved with the man or his lover when he permits it — sometimes remaining altogether celibate.
This fetish can be completely heterosexual in which the wife does not participate or only participates with her husband, as well as (but more rarely) bi-sexual, in which the wife participates with everyone, or makes contact with the other woman's juices.
The fetish specifics can range wildly, from loving treatment toward the cuckquean to complete humiliation and debasement. However, very commonly a requirement for the fetish is that the cuckquean is somehow humiliated, whether this is acted out to be intentional or as some sort of by-product of the situation (e.g., the parties involved are somehow too sexually aroused to stop). Therefore cuckolding/cuckqueaning' usually involves acting out a story or ritual involving humiliating acts, events or circumstances; it is not simply husband-swapping, swinging or sharing a sexual partner.