A Slave for Lonely George
by rose jenny
This is set of events is true (I might later write a story of what if it had gone further), and is Dedicated to Lonely George or is it George Lonely, look him up he is on this site!!
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I am so sorry I couldn’t become your slave, but you need to take a long hard look at yourself ...maybe I need to do the same.
So let us begin at the end, which was last night……………
I enjoyed the covid-19 lockdown, I was always busy. But last night there was what I can only describe as was something of an interesting night on chaturbate with high drama, a stand-off and a knight in shining armour. This time George was the dragon. Daddy was the knight
Daddy is a man I have never spoken to, never seen, always kind…but who get me to use nettles on myself or spank myself red.
So I digest......Daddy was playing ring master as usual he does like to run the show. In case you haven’t found me yet, I have spent the lockdown dressing up and playing every evening on camera. But it was just as Daddy is away from the room doing a domestic that all of a sudden "George" appears.angry and demanding attention.
Who is "George", read on below; but first, What does George want:
George sees/saw me as is perfect 24/7 slave material and that it is my destiny to be a slave but for the reasons also below I decided that what he was proposing or maybe how it was proposing it wasn't for me.
Coming back to last night, I was fortunately last night that a nice gurl called Karen who I was PM’ing helped me keep him at bay until Daddy came to the rescue,. Daddy politely told George I was taken already, (I was a bit more rude upset that he felt that he could simply storm in on me, daddy told me I should apologise, Sorry George.) Taken is a bit of stretch of the truth since we are only on-line play partners (but good ones at that if you have seen my xhamster videos). Now you’re wondering why I didn’t just block him; I kept hoping he would realize that is approach was wrong, I don't like blocking anybody and anyway it did seem to work, as he just kept finding other routes, believing that I was avoiding my destiny.
Who is George...
For those who have yet to encountered "George", let me fill you in. He inhabits most of these sites and is really really seriously about wanting to OWN a totally obedient chastised plugged 24/7 slave tgurl, to live in a studio flat with a human sized cage somewhere in South West London. (so if your keen, dont have much to do for a while, look him up he will be delighted). He plans to transition the slave then sell her to another Master after 3 or 4 years and recoup his "investment". In the meantime you will be locked in for several months to become completely dependent, allowed no money or phone or communication, not allowed to go anywhere unaccompanied i.e. medical checks. To then be rented out as a prostitute, or used by his friends. This is not some fantasy roleplay, and he describes it as "for the rest of your life". He has done this before.
How did it start….
Like all newbie I talk to everybody, the wiser ones the ones who have been around a while know how to steer clear of these guys.. He originally into great detail about his plan for me, starting with one month to close the whole of my life down, I thought he was one of these roleplay guys.
George contacted me on Birchplace wanting a slave 24/7, and wanted to know “Are you are serious…” He went on to say that most of us who say it don’t mean it and those he has talked to turn out to be fantasists Am I serious, deep down yes, for the right person, the right proposition and maybe just the right words.
George is is good at talking, good at being a dominant, knowing what a tgirl wants …at a certain level.
He wanted a slave, 24/7 a tgirl who would transition to a female, with SRS then to be sold to a new master as a play thing. Total loss of free will, kept locked up, given hormones and surgery before being sold to a new master as a sex slave. Kept in a cage in an studio flat, he says he will throw the tenants out. You will need to give up old life, close bank accounts, give up job, It is urgent that we need as we need to meet to sign contract, so can I be in London this week and arrange a meeting, to discuss details , and plan to start in 1 month.
You will be kept in Chastity with butt plug 24/7 from now on, he also wanted control of the keys.
You challenge him… he say human cage in studio flat, must be small £600/month in London, You look up £600 flat in Ewell and find a couple that are pretty small and run down. You negotiate a longer period 3 months. he is not happy He has already asked tenants to move out, says you owe him for rent for lost months… sounds like debit bondage , maybe it was maybe he was just annoyed.
He wants to know how much money I have maybe I can help finance the update of the flat and pay for my on hormones and surgery
You disconnect from him, block him…
,
But have second thoughts, it is the second thoughts which make you really wonder about yourself. None of this really makes sense, his offer, your submissiveness and even the hunger for it,
This time He shows himself on video, but doesn’t look like his picture, but he is ok. He then vanishes, switching off his camera feed. He is good, asks you to buy sexy sandals, dress for him on camera, lock your chastity cage and show him the keys, put a butt plug in. maybe buy safe with a combination lock, he would get you to set the lock behind your back
He says the flat is still free, he didn’t turn out sitting tenants he instead rejected new tenants so It turns out the flat was for rent and it was probably one of the ones that you looked at.
Then he goes for it, he needs a video, so that he has something he can use with your family if you back out… blackmail bondage. You dodge the issue
He wants you to find something to fuck you ass with and you say you will go look for it, you use the opportunity to pull the plug (on the call), then next morning block him, he has called twice you block is phone number.
Frighten that if he calls or contacts you again you won’t be able to resist
But it became clear he was not finished. But he finds you again on chatrubate.
He calls, you chat, but try to keep it light and start out of a commitment. From what he says the only differences to what he said before is that the cage is packed away and that the flat is no longer in Ewell but near Gatwick. At some point he appears to have moved from Epsom to West Crawley. He looses patience with the lack of commitment and finally he messages you and says he has decided that your slavery started yesterday.
I have had 6 months to get sorted out. I gave in mainly to find out what he was trying to do. He then had me add tracking to my phone and an app to monitor the camera.
He had me register on slavereg.com (The slaveregistry.com is broken) my slave number is
20-641-133-805
Check if you don’t believe me.
Then he wants access to your other email accounts, the ones you use for the real life. You know this is it bank account information, address lists, confidential business information, then I panicked disconnected, changed my passwords and wept.
Finally he turns up on chatrubate demanding an explanation…..like a jilted lover, if only
And so we are back where we started and more questions than answers:
Why not do it,,,,
For somebody like me there is some interest in part of what he is offering. But I guess like everyone else it’s not that we don’t mean it, we just don’t want it with somebody with George’s modus operandi.
It wasn’t belonging to you George, it wasn’t the flat, it wasn’t even the future.., it was the haste, the guys who I met who are really really good, they are so patient, they start slow they give you some slack they reel a little they talk soft and before you know it you are calling them Master and sticking a plastic cock in your holes on camera…. And then just cannot wrap up you life in a month or even 3 months.
Maybe serious people just say no straight off and you get just the fantasists who live in their bedrooms, it is easy to say yes knowing you will never go through with it. Or maybe its the money .. When you say can afford it you need to mean it, not turn around and start counting the pennies, maybe you are the fantasist. Maybe that is why you only ever seem to find fantasists, everybody else is too practical to realistic to say yes.
Daddy says you are not a fisherman, because to be a fisherman you need patience and to understand when to reel and when to play out and Daddy would know how loves fishing. If you are patient all this are possible, Daddy can get me to do almost anything because I can always say no, but he knows that if we talk about it I will do it simply because I am curious.
But ultimately, George doesn't work on building trust or getting to know you. He is in a hurry. He expects you to close your affairs and disappear in a couple of weeks/months. He will straight away install tracking and video monitoring on software on your phone; he will want your emails addresses and passwords, for both your girl and boy identities. He then assesses the accounts for information. He will complain that you are costing him money by not moving immediately, and tell you that you owe him money and he will demand a copy of your passport. all within 7 days of contact. He will want to know your financial position and then start "suggesting" that you need to help him fund your conversion, "after all it is for your benefit".
The scary thing about "George" is that he says that he has done this twice before (well 1.5…somehow the second tgurl found an excuse to go home for a family emergency in Eastern Europe and did not return). But that means that somewhere there is a girl who has been trafficked, and he is looking for another victim. Now some will say, you wanted it, but there is a clear dividing line between being in a healthy trusting relationship and abuse.
And one final question: Who am I….
But what does it all say about me, I am not into d**gs, alcohol or gambling, never really had an addictive personally but this experience left me wonder if I had finally found my addiction. There is a need to be submissive need to be owned. Or was it just a need to get away from this life of constantly running, constantly worrying, constantly thinking.
I know there is an emptiness in me that desires such things, I think it comes from being abused, (not physically (i think), but serious mental and emotional sexual torture) at school. It left me damaged, mentally and ultimately physically, it probably caused the split in my personalities, between the dull, driven, workaholic male and the happy, creative Rose. Some of you may think she is just living in a fantasy world, trust me I am not, I am a serious grounded professional person.
I hope one day to find another George who understands that a relationship is built on trust and trust is built on patience. But fortunately my early experience has made me very very cautious and untrusting. In the end, I feel deeply sad about the outcome, he did trigger in me strong feelings (like a hunger), but of being torn between that need and the realization that there was something wrong in the setup.
Not really sure what I do next? Whatever it is I need more of it, do I shake of the virtual shackles of this life and put on the real ones of a slave!
This is set of events is true (I might later write a story of what if it had gone further), and is Dedicated to Lonely George or is it George Lonely, look him up he is on this site!!
.
I am so sorry I couldn’t become your slave, but you need to take a long hard look at yourself ...maybe I need to do the same.
So let us begin at the end, which was last night……………
I enjoyed the covid-19 lockdown, I was always busy. But last night there was what I can only describe as was something of an interesting night on chaturbate with high drama, a stand-off and a knight in shining armour. This time George was the dragon. Daddy was the knight
Daddy is a man I have never spoken to, never seen, always kind…but who get me to use nettles on myself or spank myself red.
So I digest......Daddy was playing ring master as usual he does like to run the show. In case you haven’t found me yet, I have spent the lockdown dressing up and playing every evening on camera. But it was just as Daddy is away from the room doing a domestic that all of a sudden "George" appears.angry and demanding attention.
Who is "George", read on below; but first, What does George want:
George sees/saw me as is perfect 24/7 slave material and that it is my destiny to be a slave but for the reasons also below I decided that what he was proposing or maybe how it was proposing it wasn't for me.
Coming back to last night, I was fortunately last night that a nice gurl called Karen who I was PM’ing helped me keep him at bay until Daddy came to the rescue,. Daddy politely told George I was taken already, (I was a bit more rude upset that he felt that he could simply storm in on me, daddy told me I should apologise, Sorry George.) Taken is a bit of stretch of the truth since we are only on-line play partners (but good ones at that if you have seen my xhamster videos). Now you’re wondering why I didn’t just block him; I kept hoping he would realize that is approach was wrong, I don't like blocking anybody and anyway it did seem to work, as he just kept finding other routes, believing that I was avoiding my destiny.
Who is George...
For those who have yet to encountered "George", let me fill you in. He inhabits most of these sites and is really really seriously about wanting to OWN a totally obedient chastised plugged 24/7 slave tgurl, to live in a studio flat with a human sized cage somewhere in South West London. (so if your keen, dont have much to do for a while, look him up he will be delighted). He plans to transition the slave then sell her to another Master after 3 or 4 years and recoup his "investment". In the meantime you will be locked in for several months to become completely dependent, allowed no money or phone or communication, not allowed to go anywhere unaccompanied i.e. medical checks. To then be rented out as a prostitute, or used by his friends. This is not some fantasy roleplay, and he describes it as "for the rest of your life". He has done this before.
How did it start….
Like all newbie I talk to everybody, the wiser ones the ones who have been around a while know how to steer clear of these guys.. He originally into great detail about his plan for me, starting with one month to close the whole of my life down, I thought he was one of these roleplay guys.
George contacted me on Birchplace wanting a slave 24/7, and wanted to know “Are you are serious…” He went on to say that most of us who say it don’t mean it and those he has talked to turn out to be fantasists Am I serious, deep down yes, for the right person, the right proposition and maybe just the right words.
George is is good at talking, good at being a dominant, knowing what a tgirl wants …at a certain level.
He wanted a slave, 24/7 a tgirl who would transition to a female, with SRS then to be sold to a new master as a play thing. Total loss of free will, kept locked up, given hormones and surgery before being sold to a new master as a sex slave. Kept in a cage in an studio flat, he says he will throw the tenants out. You will need to give up old life, close bank accounts, give up job, It is urgent that we need as we need to meet to sign contract, so can I be in London this week and arrange a meeting, to discuss details , and plan to start in 1 month.
You will be kept in Chastity with butt plug 24/7 from now on, he also wanted control of the keys.
You challenge him… he say human cage in studio flat, must be small £600/month in London, You look up £600 flat in Ewell and find a couple that are pretty small and run down. You negotiate a longer period 3 months. he is not happy He has already asked tenants to move out, says you owe him for rent for lost months… sounds like debit bondage , maybe it was maybe he was just annoyed.
He wants to know how much money I have maybe I can help finance the update of the flat and pay for my on hormones and surgery
You disconnect from him, block him…
,
But have second thoughts, it is the second thoughts which make you really wonder about yourself. None of this really makes sense, his offer, your submissiveness and even the hunger for it,
This time He shows himself on video, but doesn’t look like his picture, but he is ok. He then vanishes, switching off his camera feed. He is good, asks you to buy sexy sandals, dress for him on camera, lock your chastity cage and show him the keys, put a butt plug in. maybe buy safe with a combination lock, he would get you to set the lock behind your back
He says the flat is still free, he didn’t turn out sitting tenants he instead rejected new tenants so It turns out the flat was for rent and it was probably one of the ones that you looked at.
Then he goes for it, he needs a video, so that he has something he can use with your family if you back out… blackmail bondage. You dodge the issue
He wants you to find something to fuck you ass with and you say you will go look for it, you use the opportunity to pull the plug (on the call), then next morning block him, he has called twice you block is phone number.
Frighten that if he calls or contacts you again you won’t be able to resist
But it became clear he was not finished. But he finds you again on chatrubate.
He calls, you chat, but try to keep it light and start out of a commitment. From what he says the only differences to what he said before is that the cage is packed away and that the flat is no longer in Ewell but near Gatwick. At some point he appears to have moved from Epsom to West Crawley. He looses patience with the lack of commitment and finally he messages you and says he has decided that your slavery started yesterday.
I have had 6 months to get sorted out. I gave in mainly to find out what he was trying to do. He then had me add tracking to my phone and an app to monitor the camera.
He had me register on slavereg.com (The slaveregistry.com is broken) my slave number is
20-641-133-805
Check if you don’t believe me.
Then he wants access to your other email accounts, the ones you use for the real life. You know this is it bank account information, address lists, confidential business information, then I panicked disconnected, changed my passwords and wept.
Finally he turns up on chatrubate demanding an explanation…..like a jilted lover, if only
And so we are back where we started and more questions than answers:
Why not do it,,,,
For somebody like me there is some interest in part of what he is offering. But I guess like everyone else it’s not that we don’t mean it, we just don’t want it with somebody with George’s modus operandi.
It wasn’t belonging to you George, it wasn’t the flat, it wasn’t even the future.., it was the haste, the guys who I met who are really really good, they are so patient, they start slow they give you some slack they reel a little they talk soft and before you know it you are calling them Master and sticking a plastic cock in your holes on camera…. And then just cannot wrap up you life in a month or even 3 months.
Maybe serious people just say no straight off and you get just the fantasists who live in their bedrooms, it is easy to say yes knowing you will never go through with it. Or maybe its the money .. When you say can afford it you need to mean it, not turn around and start counting the pennies, maybe you are the fantasist. Maybe that is why you only ever seem to find fantasists, everybody else is too practical to realistic to say yes.
Daddy says you are not a fisherman, because to be a fisherman you need patience and to understand when to reel and when to play out and Daddy would know how loves fishing. If you are patient all this are possible, Daddy can get me to do almost anything because I can always say no, but he knows that if we talk about it I will do it simply because I am curious.
But ultimately, George doesn't work on building trust or getting to know you. He is in a hurry. He expects you to close your affairs and disappear in a couple of weeks/months. He will straight away install tracking and video monitoring on software on your phone; he will want your emails addresses and passwords, for both your girl and boy identities. He then assesses the accounts for information. He will complain that you are costing him money by not moving immediately, and tell you that you owe him money and he will demand a copy of your passport. all within 7 days of contact. He will want to know your financial position and then start "suggesting" that you need to help him fund your conversion, "after all it is for your benefit".
The scary thing about "George" is that he says that he has done this twice before (well 1.5…somehow the second tgurl found an excuse to go home for a family emergency in Eastern Europe and did not return). But that means that somewhere there is a girl who has been trafficked, and he is looking for another victim. Now some will say, you wanted it, but there is a clear dividing line between being in a healthy trusting relationship and abuse.
And one final question: Who am I….
But what does it all say about me, I am not into d**gs, alcohol or gambling, never really had an addictive personally but this experience left me wonder if I had finally found my addiction. There is a need to be submissive need to be owned. Or was it just a need to get away from this life of constantly running, constantly worrying, constantly thinking.
I know there is an emptiness in me that desires such things, I think it comes from being abused, (not physically (i think), but serious mental and emotional sexual torture) at school. It left me damaged, mentally and ultimately physically, it probably caused the split in my personalities, between the dull, driven, workaholic male and the happy, creative Rose. Some of you may think she is just living in a fantasy world, trust me I am not, I am a serious grounded professional person.
I hope one day to find another George who understands that a relationship is built on trust and trust is built on patience. But fortunately my early experience has made me very very cautious and untrusting. In the end, I feel deeply sad about the outcome, he did trigger in me strong feelings (like a hunger), but of being torn between that need and the realization that there was something wrong in the setup.
Not really sure what I do next? Whatever it is I need more of it, do I shake of the virtual shackles of this life and put on the real ones of a slave!
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