I enjoyed being molested

I was m*****ed and enjoyed it. I was 12 or 13 and the man who used to m***** me was at least in his late 60s. He was a neighbor and I used to go over for math lessons. He started to show me gay porn magazines, usually of much older men with teen boys. In the beginning, he started giving me oral, then it led to fingering me with lots of lube, and after a few months he penetrated me. It was very painful of course, with my face down in the pillow and him on top of me with his full weight, big belly and hairy chest. But I also loved the pain, it really turned me on knowing that he was making me into a slut. A few times, he used to get together his older big bellied and hairy friends (that’s what I’m attracted to) and they would take turns m*****ing me. Some of them used to cum in my mouth as I kneeled in front of them, and some came on my penis. Overall I enjoyed being m*****ed, and have no regrets and have had no negative consequences. I know it’s not the same for everybody but I really enjoyed being m*****ed.