Teacher of life
Misses C had been a teacher all her life... it was how she defined herself. She had graduated from university and gone straight into working at an all girls school. Her work, her school, and her status where who she was. I grew up in the system, bouncing from family to family that would take me in. Things always fell out in the end though. That was how I ended up being taken in by a school teacher who wanted to change a persons life... and I can say, she did..
I wasn't one of those guys who used my anger to survive the system. I was one of those beaten down by the system. When Misses C came to the home I was in, I was the quietest one in the corner. She picked me even after I hid my face from the world behind a wall of hair. I didn't think anyone would ever get me out of there, but it was an escape from the angry bullies that kept me in a state of terror.
On the drive home Misses C let me know that she was strict, but very fair and wanted to see the best for me. It was the start of the summer break and she would have some plan for me getting back to school if we made it the next few months. School had always been my escape, so I latched onto that hope of leading a normal life.
From the very first day there were chores to do. Misses C kept a tidy home, and she expected me to chip in. She joked with me and had a way of making me feel welcome in her home. It was a week into our routine when she first started a change.
"Jason come in the kitchen at once." I hurried in wondering what the fuss was about.
"You left this plate and fork sitting on the kitchen table like you own the place. Do you own the place now? Is this your house and you make the rules now Jason?"
I honestly didn't know how to answer. I was shocked and it felt out of nowhere. "No Misses C, I'm sorry I totally forgot to put it away.... my bad."
She put her hand on the table and looked straight into me. "If you can't follow basic rules Jason, then this may not be the place for you. I'm going to do your dishes for now and you get out of my sight."
I walked off confused and hurt. I liked Misses C and didn't mean to disrespect her... and I sure as hell didn't want to go back to that home.
That day went ok after that with me worried and on edge, but Misses C returning to normal. That night I went to bed early to get the day over with. I wasn't even horny, but wanted to take my edge off with a wank. I was laying on the bed stroking away when Misses C burst through the door. I was fucking mortified as I scrambled to pull up my pants.
Misses C just stood in the door. "I came to see if you had learned anything today and I find you pleasuring your body instead. I didn't know you were a little pervert Jason."
I got my pants up and scrambled to my feet, my face burning with shame. Misses C put up her hand "stop moving and stand still young man, I don't want you coming near me with your hands slik with your own spit. Sit back down right now and put your hands under you bum so I don't have to see them."
Not knowing what to do... I did what she said. I couldn't even raise my eyes to look at her I felt so ashamed.
"stay right there. I will be right back."
I could hear her open a door and rustle around in a room, she was wearing only her socks so I still couldn't hear her movements. When she returned she had a small box with her.
"If I'm to feel safe in this house with you Jason, there needs to be changes. You're showing yourself as willful and a pervert and I need to address that right now." She put the box next to me on the bed and opened the lid. I didn't even know what I was looking at inside.
"It's a cage for your cock. If you can't manage yourself, you will need to be helped with control."
"Misses C, that's fucking ridiculous. I'm not putting a metal thing on my cock."
"It's simple Jason. You put that on your cock right now or I call the home to take you back tonight. I'm sure the other boys will be happy to have you back."
I started to try to speak... but my voice stopped as my body started to panic with fear. I didn't want to put this thing on,but I didn't want to go back to the home. I could either comply or make a run for it now. It was dark out and nowhere for me to go.
"I don't know how to put in on Misses C."
"I take no pleasure in this Jason. This time I will do it for you... as long as you keep your hands under your bum."
To my shock though when I finally looked down... I had a hard on in my pants. Misses C looked at me again with disgust in her eyes and I went deep red again. "You little pervert, this is why you need controlling." She walked to the desk in my room and took the ruler from it and returned to me. "stand up and put your filthy hands behind your back young man." I quickly stood and did as she asked. She then unzipped my pants and button and let them fall to the floor. Now my cock was bulging out my underwear. Misses C pulled those down leaving my cock exposed to the world... or for now... just her.
I felt the pain explode on my cock as she swung the ruler on my raging cock. I had no idea why it was hard. As the sting faded I knew it would be down, but it was still hard... PAIN... again shot through me as another swat landed. This time seemed to help as my cock shrivelled and I began to cry. Misses C didn't notice my tears, she just reached to the box and took out the ring part. She pulled my cock through and then my balls. This simple tough sent my hard again against my will. PAIN again rocked through me as she swung much harder on my red marked cock. I cried openly now.
"It's going to be fine Jason. Let the tears of your past out. From tonight on we start over."
my cock eased up and Misses C took the metal cup part of the contraption. She reached into her pocket and brought out a vile of something and put it in the cup. I found out it was lube as she slid the cup over my cock head. The sensation started to make me hard again, but Misses C had enough captured to fit the pieces in place and I heard a click. My cock filled with blood to rage... but it was trapped in this cock cage and hurt like hell.
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Misses C stood up and looked me in the eyes. "Good boy Jason. You may go to bed now. Everything will be different in the morning. "
That night I hardly slept. I could not stop thinking about my cock as it was constantly squeezed by the cage. Each moment that sensation triggered I went back to Misses C. I didn't know how to process everything that just out of the blue happened.... and was still happening, even though I was alone in my room. finally at some point I drifted off.
I woke up to morning and the smell of bacon. I went down and Misses C was in the kitchen smiling up at me. "Good morning Jason, I hope you slept well."
What the fuck greeting was that after everything that happened. Even stranger, my cock jumped at her greeting... What the fuck was happening.
"Morning" I managed
"That will not due going forward. You will address me as Ma'am." She stopped and looked at me. I keep thinking it's all over, but she kept the world spinning out from under me again.
"Good morning Ma'am." and my fucking cock jumped again as something arousing pumped through me.
She cut off my thoughts, "Since you gave up your manhood so easily last night I think we both need to come to understand what's going on inside you Jason."
"I didn't give up anything, you gave me no choice. You made me a victim of your fucked up little game."
"VICTIM!! young man... have you been happy one day in you life? Have you ever taken an action to decide who you are. Have you even know who you are? I'm not forcing you to be here... you can walk out that door anytime. But I see you and I know there are very few people in the world who can teach you how to be happy with yourself. Even now your body is responding to me and it must confuse the hell out of you. Trust me Jason. Trust that you are unique and can't judge who and what you should be based upon those bullies who broke you all your life. This way is hard and it is scary... but trust your body rather than everything I say or anything anyone else has ever told you."
It was the strangest sensations that ran through my body and mind as her worlds physically hit me. I felt shame, anger, and hurt... but oddly I felt like someone finally for the first time in my life... saw me. I felt the world just fall away and I was free falling with it. When I saw the kitchen again I was sitting on the floor. Misses.... Ma'am had her hand gently brushing through my hair and I felt safe. For the first time in my life, with my cock locked in a cage... I felt safe. Leaning my head against her knee and cried for everything that I was.
"Jason. In a world that has told you how to be your whole life, I want you to think on something today and give me your answer tomorrow. Would you like to be my Jason or my Janna?"
It's the strangest path I could have ever imagined, but now I stand with my dress pulled to my waist, my panties pulled down and my clit locked in it's cage with the other of Ma'ams lost souls witnessing me take my punishment. She has taught me so much about how much I can take and who I chose to be. I am deeply happy for others like me to see Janna receive pain with love and acceptance attached. To receive pain and allow the pulsing of pleasure my clit pumps through my body with every swing of her paddle, every crack against my flesh, and every smile of envy on the others faces.
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I wasn't one of those guys who used my anger to survive the system. I was one of those beaten down by the system. When Misses C came to the home I was in, I was the quietest one in the corner. She picked me even after I hid my face from the world behind a wall of hair. I didn't think anyone would ever get me out of there, but it was an escape from the angry bullies that kept me in a state of terror.
On the drive home Misses C let me know that she was strict, but very fair and wanted to see the best for me. It was the start of the summer break and she would have some plan for me getting back to school if we made it the next few months. School had always been my escape, so I latched onto that hope of leading a normal life.
From the very first day there were chores to do. Misses C kept a tidy home, and she expected me to chip in. She joked with me and had a way of making me feel welcome in her home. It was a week into our routine when she first started a change.
"Jason come in the kitchen at once." I hurried in wondering what the fuss was about.
"You left this plate and fork sitting on the kitchen table like you own the place. Do you own the place now? Is this your house and you make the rules now Jason?"
I honestly didn't know how to answer. I was shocked and it felt out of nowhere. "No Misses C, I'm sorry I totally forgot to put it away.... my bad."
She put her hand on the table and looked straight into me. "If you can't follow basic rules Jason, then this may not be the place for you. I'm going to do your dishes for now and you get out of my sight."
I walked off confused and hurt. I liked Misses C and didn't mean to disrespect her... and I sure as hell didn't want to go back to that home.
That day went ok after that with me worried and on edge, but Misses C returning to normal. That night I went to bed early to get the day over with. I wasn't even horny, but wanted to take my edge off with a wank. I was laying on the bed stroking away when Misses C burst through the door. I was fucking mortified as I scrambled to pull up my pants.
Misses C just stood in the door. "I came to see if you had learned anything today and I find you pleasuring your body instead. I didn't know you were a little pervert Jason."
I got my pants up and scrambled to my feet, my face burning with shame. Misses C put up her hand "stop moving and stand still young man, I don't want you coming near me with your hands slik with your own spit. Sit back down right now and put your hands under you bum so I don't have to see them."
Not knowing what to do... I did what she said. I couldn't even raise my eyes to look at her I felt so ashamed.
"stay right there. I will be right back."
I could hear her open a door and rustle around in a room, she was wearing only her socks so I still couldn't hear her movements. When she returned she had a small box with her.
"If I'm to feel safe in this house with you Jason, there needs to be changes. You're showing yourself as willful and a pervert and I need to address that right now." She put the box next to me on the bed and opened the lid. I didn't even know what I was looking at inside.
"It's a cage for your cock. If you can't manage yourself, you will need to be helped with control."
"Misses C, that's fucking ridiculous. I'm not putting a metal thing on my cock."
"It's simple Jason. You put that on your cock right now or I call the home to take you back tonight. I'm sure the other boys will be happy to have you back."
I started to try to speak... but my voice stopped as my body started to panic with fear. I didn't want to put this thing on,but I didn't want to go back to the home. I could either comply or make a run for it now. It was dark out and nowhere for me to go.
"I don't know how to put in on Misses C."
"I take no pleasure in this Jason. This time I will do it for you... as long as you keep your hands under your bum."
To my shock though when I finally looked down... I had a hard on in my pants. Misses C looked at me again with disgust in her eyes and I went deep red again. "You little pervert, this is why you need controlling." She walked to the desk in my room and took the ruler from it and returned to me. "stand up and put your filthy hands behind your back young man." I quickly stood and did as she asked. She then unzipped my pants and button and let them fall to the floor. Now my cock was bulging out my underwear. Misses C pulled those down leaving my cock exposed to the world... or for now... just her.
I felt the pain explode on my cock as she swung the ruler on my raging cock. I had no idea why it was hard. As the sting faded I knew it would be down, but it was still hard... PAIN... again shot through me as another swat landed. This time seemed to help as my cock shrivelled and I began to cry. Misses C didn't notice my tears, she just reached to the box and took out the ring part. She pulled my cock through and then my balls. This simple tough sent my hard again against my will. PAIN again rocked through me as she swung much harder on my red marked cock. I cried openly now.
"It's going to be fine Jason. Let the tears of your past out. From tonight on we start over."
my cock eased up and Misses C took the metal cup part of the contraption. She reached into her pocket and brought out a vile of something and put it in the cup. I found out it was lube as she slid the cup over my cock head. The sensation started to make me hard again, but Misses C had enough captured to fit the pieces in place and I heard a click. My cock filled with blood to rage... but it was trapped in this cock cage and hurt like hell.
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Misses C stood up and looked me in the eyes. "Good boy Jason. You may go to bed now. Everything will be different in the morning. "
That night I hardly slept. I could not stop thinking about my cock as it was constantly squeezed by the cage. Each moment that sensation triggered I went back to Misses C. I didn't know how to process everything that just out of the blue happened.... and was still happening, even though I was alone in my room. finally at some point I drifted off.
I woke up to morning and the smell of bacon. I went down and Misses C was in the kitchen smiling up at me. "Good morning Jason, I hope you slept well."
What the fuck greeting was that after everything that happened. Even stranger, my cock jumped at her greeting... What the fuck was happening.
"Morning" I managed
"That will not due going forward. You will address me as Ma'am." She stopped and looked at me. I keep thinking it's all over, but she kept the world spinning out from under me again.
"Good morning Ma'am." and my fucking cock jumped again as something arousing pumped through me.
She cut off my thoughts, "Since you gave up your manhood so easily last night I think we both need to come to understand what's going on inside you Jason."
"I didn't give up anything, you gave me no choice. You made me a victim of your fucked up little game."
"VICTIM!! young man... have you been happy one day in you life? Have you ever taken an action to decide who you are. Have you even know who you are? I'm not forcing you to be here... you can walk out that door anytime. But I see you and I know there are very few people in the world who can teach you how to be happy with yourself. Even now your body is responding to me and it must confuse the hell out of you. Trust me Jason. Trust that you are unique and can't judge who and what you should be based upon those bullies who broke you all your life. This way is hard and it is scary... but trust your body rather than everything I say or anything anyone else has ever told you."
It was the strangest sensations that ran through my body and mind as her worlds physically hit me. I felt shame, anger, and hurt... but oddly I felt like someone finally for the first time in my life... saw me. I felt the world just fall away and I was free falling with it. When I saw the kitchen again I was sitting on the floor. Misses.... Ma'am had her hand gently brushing through my hair and I felt safe. For the first time in my life, with my cock locked in a cage... I felt safe. Leaning my head against her knee and cried for everything that I was.
"Jason. In a world that has told you how to be your whole life, I want you to think on something today and give me your answer tomorrow. Would you like to be my Jason or my Janna?"
It's the strangest path I could have ever imagined, but now I stand with my dress pulled to my waist, my panties pulled down and my clit locked in it's cage with the other of Ma'ams lost souls witnessing me take my punishment. She has taught me so much about how much I can take and who I chose to be. I am deeply happy for others like me to see Janna receive pain with love and acceptance attached. To receive pain and allow the pulsing of pleasure my clit pumps through my body with every swing of her paddle, every crack against my flesh, and every smile of envy on the others faces.
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