Black Men ♡
You know what they say about black men -- that they all have big ones. Well its not true -- I've had black guys with average size cocks and I've had white guys with huge ones. Take , for example the guy who I registered in my telephone as "the Big". A really tall guy, with a large dick, which had a distinct bend to the left. He used to come once every couple of weeks .Truly a perfect cock . Really big (I k** you not). I sucked him, then I condommed him and got him inside me. He fucked me beautifully and filled me up . Heaven . Then I made him cum in my body. I love his hot spunk splattering all over my face. I greedily used my fingers to clean that part of the cum that was lying on my body. I don't mind. I seem to spend a lot of my life wiping cum off me !
You wouldn't know it to look at me in my girl dress, but sometimes I like rough sex. I like it gentle and slow sometimes but what I really like is when men gives me detailed instructions of where and how to kiss and suck,
how to move. Really, though, I like to get it hard from anyone who wants to take control. I like to play the slut. I guess you could say I'm submissive in the bedroom. I longed for corporal punishment and a good fucking with a strap-on. My asshole itched every time I thought about it. Of course, I knew what the word "sub" implied - the Internet, after all, provides us with information of all things sexual, and I had seen some sites that explored the whole dom/sub scene.
When I watched porn I preferred watching men and women together, and I'd feel the excitement of the woman. I am so jealous of their curvy bodies and sexy clothes and their ability to make men hard with just being in their
presence. I wanted to be like them - my long legs would look perfect in panties and high heels. I could shave all my body hair in 5 minutes and I might attract a better grade of man if I presented as a sexy woman.
When I am arranging a date with a man, and we have spent some time discussing his preferences and what he likes in sex, a few of them will ask, 'But what about you? What turns you on?' To which my reply is always, 'Pleasing you'. 'But don't you want to cum? What can I do to make you cum?' I generally refrain from replying, Like all sissies, I do love orgasms and I see that as being something that lies outside my brief when I am with a
man. My job as a sissy is to provide pleasure for men. Thinking of myself would only detract from my essential task. I'll happily jerk my sissy clitty later with happy memories of the session!
So it is that some guys are surprised when they see that my sissy clit is not fully erect or erect at all while I service them. I assure them that this is perfectly normal and a sign that I am really giving them what they want and what they want is what they get. I encourage them to direct me to perform exactly as they want, to let go and bring out any and all fantasies for me to fulfil. For some, I am simply a cum dumpster - they arrive, we get down to sex right away and as soon as they have cum, they are out the door. I am perfectly happy with that and get a real feeling of submissiveness from it. Others will stay and chat and tell me that sex is so boring with their wives, or has all but disappeared, because the wives will not 'put out' or don't like giving blow jobs, or don't like anal. I assure them that this is what sissies are for - to be compliant, submissive, focused, and technically expert at what they do. When a guy tells me that I have just given him the best blow job of his life - and that has happened a fair number of times - then I feel I have done the job I am meant to do. I'll be honest and confess that I am not so happy with men who want to play with or suck my sissy clitty or want me to fuck them. In my mind I am a woman when I am engaged on sissy service and I want to be used as a woman. I have sissy girlfriends but I won't have sex with them. I only have sex with guys and I prefer that they treat me totally as a sextoy. My preference always is for dominant men who will use me totally for their pleasure.
You wouldn't know it to look at me in my girl dress, but sometimes I like rough sex. I like it gentle and slow sometimes but what I really like is when men gives me detailed instructions of where and how to kiss and suck,
how to move. Really, though, I like to get it hard from anyone who wants to take control. I like to play the slut. I guess you could say I'm submissive in the bedroom. I longed for corporal punishment and a good fucking with a strap-on. My asshole itched every time I thought about it. Of course, I knew what the word "sub" implied - the Internet, after all, provides us with information of all things sexual, and I had seen some sites that explored the whole dom/sub scene.
When I watched porn I preferred watching men and women together, and I'd feel the excitement of the woman. I am so jealous of their curvy bodies and sexy clothes and their ability to make men hard with just being in their
presence. I wanted to be like them - my long legs would look perfect in panties and high heels. I could shave all my body hair in 5 minutes and I might attract a better grade of man if I presented as a sexy woman.
When I am arranging a date with a man, and we have spent some time discussing his preferences and what he likes in sex, a few of them will ask, 'But what about you? What turns you on?' To which my reply is always, 'Pleasing you'. 'But don't you want to cum? What can I do to make you cum?' I generally refrain from replying, Like all sissies, I do love orgasms and I see that as being something that lies outside my brief when I am with a
man. My job as a sissy is to provide pleasure for men. Thinking of myself would only detract from my essential task. I'll happily jerk my sissy clitty later with happy memories of the session!
So it is that some guys are surprised when they see that my sissy clit is not fully erect or erect at all while I service them. I assure them that this is perfectly normal and a sign that I am really giving them what they want and what they want is what they get. I encourage them to direct me to perform exactly as they want, to let go and bring out any and all fantasies for me to fulfil. For some, I am simply a cum dumpster - they arrive, we get down to sex right away and as soon as they have cum, they are out the door. I am perfectly happy with that and get a real feeling of submissiveness from it. Others will stay and chat and tell me that sex is so boring with their wives, or has all but disappeared, because the wives will not 'put out' or don't like giving blow jobs, or don't like anal. I assure them that this is what sissies are for - to be compliant, submissive, focused, and technically expert at what they do. When a guy tells me that I have just given him the best blow job of his life - and that has happened a fair number of times - then I feel I have done the job I am meant to do. I'll be honest and confess that I am not so happy with men who want to play with or suck my sissy clitty or want me to fuck them. In my mind I am a woman when I am engaged on sissy service and I want to be used as a woman. I have sissy girlfriends but I won't have sex with them. I only have sex with guys and I prefer that they treat me totally as a sextoy. My preference always is for dominant men who will use me totally for their pleasure.
4 年 前
