My sexuality ♡
Since I was about 18 I have found a lot of pleasure in wearing womens underwear. Bras, panties and nighties are my favorites but stockings too. I have had sex as a women by sucking a dildo and sometimes shoving it firmly up my ass. For some time I'd been lying in front of a mirror while fondling my prick, then I graduated to sex toys. That was real fun, watching as the object slid into me, then the feeling as I edged it up, and up, oh lovely! And I only had to close my eyes to imagine it was a men's hard cock.
Over the years I have acquired panties and I have been wearing them most of the time under my normal clothes. I am a serious crossdresser. Every man I saw, no matter how they looked, I wondered if under their pants they too were sporting some lacey underwear.
Unlike transsexuals, I never had any great feelings of gender dysphoria when I was little. In my late 20's . It was only then that I really feltthe need to cross dress and from then on I began to realize that I was attracted to men and wanted to have sex with them . And of course I did . But I never felt really happy about gay sex. I felt that I only really wanted to suck penises and be fucked if I could do so as a woman. This fell in nicely with my increasing desire to dress as a woman.
To the best of my memory, no one never taught me how to act like a girl. But I defy any male to put lacy silk underthings. Put a pair of 'heels' on over nylons. Wear these, and other feminine clothes over a period of time -
see what happens to your 'manly' way of walking then. I'm telling you. Your stride will get shorter. The high heeled shoes will have effects: your leg muscles will tighten up as your feet come down on the floor more firmly. Now walking, talking, dressed like a woman. Smelling, acting, like a woman !
So glad that I found adult sites I could sneak off to! They provide the sexual releases so necessary in everyday life, and show us that others have the same or similar wants and desires. There are still boat loads of men with sexual secret desires. I like sex with men. It's simpler than sex with women. With men, I always know just what to do. Male lovers are easier to understand and easier to please.
I fully dress up as a woman and have sex with other men. I do this because it gives me a sexual thrill. I get off on being a total girl fuck slut. Being fucked by hard men while taking the girl role, just sexually satisfies me in a way I don't really understand. For years I felt extreme shame about these desires. Over the last few years as trans acceptance has grown in society, I have come to accept this side of myself as just an expression of my sexuality.
Over the years I have acquired panties and I have been wearing them most of the time under my normal clothes. I am a serious crossdresser. Every man I saw, no matter how they looked, I wondered if under their pants they too were sporting some lacey underwear.
Unlike transsexuals, I never had any great feelings of gender dysphoria when I was little. In my late 20's . It was only then that I really feltthe need to cross dress and from then on I began to realize that I was attracted to men and wanted to have sex with them . And of course I did . But I never felt really happy about gay sex. I felt that I only really wanted to suck penises and be fucked if I could do so as a woman. This fell in nicely with my increasing desire to dress as a woman.
To the best of my memory, no one never taught me how to act like a girl. But I defy any male to put lacy silk underthings. Put a pair of 'heels' on over nylons. Wear these, and other feminine clothes over a period of time -
see what happens to your 'manly' way of walking then. I'm telling you. Your stride will get shorter. The high heeled shoes will have effects: your leg muscles will tighten up as your feet come down on the floor more firmly. Now walking, talking, dressed like a woman. Smelling, acting, like a woman !
So glad that I found adult sites I could sneak off to! They provide the sexual releases so necessary in everyday life, and show us that others have the same or similar wants and desires. There are still boat loads of men with sexual secret desires. I like sex with men. It's simpler than sex with women. With men, I always know just what to do. Male lovers are easier to understand and easier to please.
I fully dress up as a woman and have sex with other men. I do this because it gives me a sexual thrill. I get off on being a total girl fuck slut. Being fucked by hard men while taking the girl role, just sexually satisfies me in a way I don't really understand. For years I felt extreme shame about these desires. Over the last few years as trans acceptance has grown in society, I have come to accept this side of myself as just an expression of my sexuality.
4 年 前
