Serving Master (Online w/ RL Requirements)
Note, the blog below was written in 2017 while i was serving an online Master. The service to Him ended due to challenges with my RL being too busy for me to adequately fulfill His expectations and needs. i am leaving the blog up as a point of reference...
i have been serving an online Master for the last couple months, when time permits. Many people have asked about the relationship, how it works, what my Husband thinks, etc., so i thought it would be best to write a blog about it.
The most common question i receive is about my Husband, and His knowledge of my online Master. The short answer is no, my Husband does not know about the online Master i have been serving since 12/1/16. With that said, my Husband does know that i role play online at Shangrila and CP when i have time, and He knows that my role play centers around BDSM and exploring my submissive fantasies. He also knows that this role play sometimes carries over to email and other sites like xHam (though i do not believe He knows specifically about my profile here). We agreed many moons ago that my online role play would be no threat to our marriage, as long as i never let it interfere with my RL obligations (work, friends, family, etc.) or our time together. We even agreed that it would likely spice up our sex life from time to time, as i was exposed to new ideas online, and as i often found myself worked up and randy when He returned home from work.
Never has this been more true than since 12/2/16, when my online Master began to require me to masturbate 3x a day while forbidding me from bringing about my own orgasms, with one lovely exception around the first of the year. Thankfully, i am permitted unlimited orgasms that my Husband gives me, so we are having a ton of sex lately, frequently minutes after He gets home from work as i am so worked up and in need of orgasms during the day! The toughest thing is when i have my period, when i am still required to bring myself close to orgasm 3x a day, but do not have the outlet of sex with hubby!
My husband has been very willing most nights (not all). He does not know specifically why i have suddenly become so needy for his cock. Someone here on XRMXX suggested that He might secretively be the online Master, driving me wild during the day so i attack Him at night, but i am 99% sure that is not the case (would be brilliant though). Remember i work from home, so making a little me time for thrice daily masturbation is not tough during the week. On weekends and when Hubby is home i typically make time while going to the bathroom. Most times i am usually just using my fingers while in my work chair, or in bed.
The next most common question i receive from people is about how this all got started, and if i want to serve them in the same way. It was timing really, Master read one of my story submissions at Literotica back in November and sent me comments on my submission. He recognized things in my writing that gave Him high confidence in my willingness to serve, and He started giving me directions to follow, while respecting my established limits. He happened to do this at a time when my Master at Shangrila was in the process of revamping our relationship and my character at Shangrila, so i had (and still have) a little free time to obey the commands that are given to me. When i am able to complete tasks assigned, i report back to Master via email, when i cannot (usually because they violate limits i have) i tell Him so. i do not have time to begin similar relationships with any other Dom/mes at this time.
The masturbation requirement and orgasm restrictions are just one component of the set of rules i follow for Him when i am able to do so. Here is a basic set of rules i have been following for Master since 12/1/16:
Daily Requirements:
Daily Reflection: Once a day when you have privacy, in the bathroom if necessary, you are to kneel, place your forehead on the floor, and take a minute to reflect upon your inferiority and the superiority all Males have over you. As you do it, each time I want you to imagine yourself at My booted feet, trembling before My awesome power and quivering at your own TOTAL helplessness, COMPLETELY vulnerable!
Daily Nudity: Whenever possible, for a minimum of one hour daily, you are to be naked except for a dog collar and leash around the neck I own and you are to do all your moving around by crawling on all fours with leash handle in your mouth and your ass wagging side to side like a dog. you are to take a few minutes to observe yourself in the mirror, naked, collared, and leashed before crawling away. At least once during your naked time, crawl to the closet and kiss a pair of your Husband's shoes.
Daily Clothespins: Every day until I say otherwise you are to put clothespins on both nipples and both cunt lips for ten minutes. you are not being punished, just being reminded of the control I now exercise over the slave body I own.
Daily Masturbation w/o Orgasms: you are to masturbate at least three times every 24 hours but are forbidden to cum unless I grant permission. Of course you are always permitted to cum when having intercourse with your Husband and you may finger your clit to assist with your orgasm only while His cock is fucking your dripping cunt. you have no inherent right to orgasms but are dependent upon Myself and your Husband to grant permission to indulge in that pleasure. Whether you are sopping wet from frustrated need or due to the occasional, isolated orgasms I permit you, you are forbidden to ever dry that sopping wet cunt. It may be air dried only. Restriction on self achieved orgasms started 12/2/16 and has only been lifted twice, for one orgasm each time, once on 12/29/16, and again on 2/26/17.
Grooming: Maintain a hairless pussy. And it is no longer your pussy. It belongs to your Husband and Myself.
General Rules:
Superior Males: your Husband is Male and your superior. From now on, I expect all references to Him to be capitalized (Husband, not husband). I have no desire to cause you marital problems. you have blanket permission to disobey any command if you think obeying it would cause that. Just tell Me. I know that the chances of you ever wanting to try to refuse sex to your Husband are slim to none. However, just for the record, you are strictly forbidden to ever even consider it. The body you inhabit is now My property and I give your Husband free and unfettered use of it whenever and however He chooses to use it. There are no restrictions. Whether you draw pleasure from it or cum (if He permits it) are totally unimportant matters. your sole concern is to be assuring His total satisfaction each and every time He desires it.
Duty to Husband: As an inferior female and a slave, you have now learned that it is only your Husband's satisfaction which matters and if you are left hanging and sexually frustrated, it matters not as long as He is satisfied. Remember that when after a long day He is too exhausted to fuck you, He may still have the energy to accept a blowjob from His wife, which you should try to initiate at least once before bed, and again when in bed for the night. If He does not protest your attentions, continue sucking his cock until He cums in your mouth, and be sure to swallow His load and clean His cock well, thanking Him for letting you pleasure Him.
Appreciating Punishment: you are commanded to thank Me each and every time I inflict pain upon you. It is a form of attention and a slave can receive no higher honor than attention from her Master.
Underwear in Public: Whenever you are out in public you will wear no panties, pantyhose, or any other undergarment below the waist. you may wear panties when having your period.
i have been serving an online Master for the last couple months, when time permits. Many people have asked about the relationship, how it works, what my Husband thinks, etc., so i thought it would be best to write a blog about it.
The most common question i receive is about my Husband, and His knowledge of my online Master. The short answer is no, my Husband does not know about the online Master i have been serving since 12/1/16. With that said, my Husband does know that i role play online at Shangrila and CP when i have time, and He knows that my role play centers around BDSM and exploring my submissive fantasies. He also knows that this role play sometimes carries over to email and other sites like xHam (though i do not believe He knows specifically about my profile here). We agreed many moons ago that my online role play would be no threat to our marriage, as long as i never let it interfere with my RL obligations (work, friends, family, etc.) or our time together. We even agreed that it would likely spice up our sex life from time to time, as i was exposed to new ideas online, and as i often found myself worked up and randy when He returned home from work.
Never has this been more true than since 12/2/16, when my online Master began to require me to masturbate 3x a day while forbidding me from bringing about my own orgasms, with one lovely exception around the first of the year. Thankfully, i am permitted unlimited orgasms that my Husband gives me, so we are having a ton of sex lately, frequently minutes after He gets home from work as i am so worked up and in need of orgasms during the day! The toughest thing is when i have my period, when i am still required to bring myself close to orgasm 3x a day, but do not have the outlet of sex with hubby!
My husband has been very willing most nights (not all). He does not know specifically why i have suddenly become so needy for his cock. Someone here on XRMXX suggested that He might secretively be the online Master, driving me wild during the day so i attack Him at night, but i am 99% sure that is not the case (would be brilliant though). Remember i work from home, so making a little me time for thrice daily masturbation is not tough during the week. On weekends and when Hubby is home i typically make time while going to the bathroom. Most times i am usually just using my fingers while in my work chair, or in bed.
The next most common question i receive from people is about how this all got started, and if i want to serve them in the same way. It was timing really, Master read one of my story submissions at Literotica back in November and sent me comments on my submission. He recognized things in my writing that gave Him high confidence in my willingness to serve, and He started giving me directions to follow, while respecting my established limits. He happened to do this at a time when my Master at Shangrila was in the process of revamping our relationship and my character at Shangrila, so i had (and still have) a little free time to obey the commands that are given to me. When i am able to complete tasks assigned, i report back to Master via email, when i cannot (usually because they violate limits i have) i tell Him so. i do not have time to begin similar relationships with any other Dom/mes at this time.
The masturbation requirement and orgasm restrictions are just one component of the set of rules i follow for Him when i am able to do so. Here is a basic set of rules i have been following for Master since 12/1/16:
Daily Requirements:
Daily Reflection: Once a day when you have privacy, in the bathroom if necessary, you are to kneel, place your forehead on the floor, and take a minute to reflect upon your inferiority and the superiority all Males have over you. As you do it, each time I want you to imagine yourself at My booted feet, trembling before My awesome power and quivering at your own TOTAL helplessness, COMPLETELY vulnerable!
Daily Nudity: Whenever possible, for a minimum of one hour daily, you are to be naked except for a dog collar and leash around the neck I own and you are to do all your moving around by crawling on all fours with leash handle in your mouth and your ass wagging side to side like a dog. you are to take a few minutes to observe yourself in the mirror, naked, collared, and leashed before crawling away. At least once during your naked time, crawl to the closet and kiss a pair of your Husband's shoes.
Daily Clothespins: Every day until I say otherwise you are to put clothespins on both nipples and both cunt lips for ten minutes. you are not being punished, just being reminded of the control I now exercise over the slave body I own.
Daily Masturbation w/o Orgasms: you are to masturbate at least three times every 24 hours but are forbidden to cum unless I grant permission. Of course you are always permitted to cum when having intercourse with your Husband and you may finger your clit to assist with your orgasm only while His cock is fucking your dripping cunt. you have no inherent right to orgasms but are dependent upon Myself and your Husband to grant permission to indulge in that pleasure. Whether you are sopping wet from frustrated need or due to the occasional, isolated orgasms I permit you, you are forbidden to ever dry that sopping wet cunt. It may be air dried only. Restriction on self achieved orgasms started 12/2/16 and has only been lifted twice, for one orgasm each time, once on 12/29/16, and again on 2/26/17.
Grooming: Maintain a hairless pussy. And it is no longer your pussy. It belongs to your Husband and Myself.
General Rules:
Superior Males: your Husband is Male and your superior. From now on, I expect all references to Him to be capitalized (Husband, not husband). I have no desire to cause you marital problems. you have blanket permission to disobey any command if you think obeying it would cause that. Just tell Me. I know that the chances of you ever wanting to try to refuse sex to your Husband are slim to none. However, just for the record, you are strictly forbidden to ever even consider it. The body you inhabit is now My property and I give your Husband free and unfettered use of it whenever and however He chooses to use it. There are no restrictions. Whether you draw pleasure from it or cum (if He permits it) are totally unimportant matters. your sole concern is to be assuring His total satisfaction each and every time He desires it.
Duty to Husband: As an inferior female and a slave, you have now learned that it is only your Husband's satisfaction which matters and if you are left hanging and sexually frustrated, it matters not as long as He is satisfied. Remember that when after a long day He is too exhausted to fuck you, He may still have the energy to accept a blowjob from His wife, which you should try to initiate at least once before bed, and again when in bed for the night. If He does not protest your attentions, continue sucking his cock until He cums in your mouth, and be sure to swallow His load and clean His cock well, thanking Him for letting you pleasure Him.
Appreciating Punishment: you are commanded to thank Me each and every time I inflict pain upon you. It is a form of attention and a slave can receive no higher honor than attention from her Master.
Underwear in Public: Whenever you are out in public you will wear no panties, pantyhose, or any other undergarment below the waist. you may wear panties when having your period.
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