Celibacy

Do you think the In Between time Relationships/Sitiuations mess up your chances for a meaningful relationships.. I am confessed lover of Sex and Seuxal Knowledge and I have had my share of part-time lovers.. I have chosen to abstain for 30 days. I am shooting for 60 days which is a few days shy of my 30 something birthday…
I choose to abstain because I don’t want what ENLIGHTENS ME TO CONSUME ME.
No Masturbating ( I normally do this alot ) I just like the way I feel. My Toys and Porn are locked up.
I hope to gain insight , I always do self inventory.. but this may help me purge further.
The funny thing is as soon as I put the kitty on lock . My (fwb’s) came out like roaches when the lights come on..
Its Hard because as A woman gets older.. there is a certain subtle sexiness that comes from knowing I know how to control my orgasms.. I know How to adjust my skills to suit my lovers needs learned from closely listening to your body lanauge.
I am pursuing more so hmm I hope this brings me to a greater level of discipline and respect.. But owee its hard to give up the nuts but I am trying.. I am 10 days in already .
发布者 cocofemme
13 年 前
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curvedwonder
curvedwonder 13 年 前
abstaining from sex a hard thing but why would you subject yourself to such torure no one chews food without swallowing when they're hungry but to each his own i guess. be brave and I wish you much courage and strength!!
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cocofemme
cocofemme 出版商 13 年 前
well thank you so far I masturbated once last night,. and a friend of mine rubbed my clit and licked my nipples... I didnt cum but for this time with no penetration or cuddling and false exceptations.. i feel good no real epiphanies as of yet well except what i already knew
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