Lack of preference.

ive seen that i have been having a lack of preference and mood all around during the time when someone types to me SHOW TITS or i want you baby. im not sure but theres still a part of me thats always going to lead to believe men only want sex and the reason why none ever tipps me when im on cam4 or gets me stuff off amazon is i feel like everyone is like 14 years old and its such a turn off. all i can think about is a winy little 14 year old k** screaming at his computer telling it to show them my tits. ontop of that mostly all the msgs that i get are regarding sex from men and when a guy dosent it feels like all they want is a friend and nothing more. i dont mean to sound lesbian or anything but thats a turn off aswell. i mean its alright to talk about sex and things of that nature but i dont think talking about it when you first meet someone or constantly is approrate to a relashionship. its weird i just dont want to feel like some neglected 14 year olds sex toy. to top it all off i put hours into making myself look good for when i do preform and it seems like none cares. ill spend 45mins just cleening my ass so i dont have an accident then its like shaving, then makeup and hair. its kinda crazy how i have to shave from my toes to my eyes put makeup on make my hair look nice and cleen my ass out for 45 mins just to do a little ammount of things for people. so please dont take offence when i dont do my hair or i choice not to put makeup on, its not that im being lazy i just already had a lot i had done to even preform. on another note i hope i can preform more soon, i plan on making a new video or 2 and webcamming a lot more.