Holding it

I resolved not to cum until my birthday on 2/15 but at that time I tested myself .I laid in bed watching some of my best porn vids and got solid rock hard but I didnt even try to cum .I watched two DVD's about 6 hours and just stayed hard .I also noticed that I had freakier wet dreams every night which involved eating a womans pussy and ass also waking up hard as a rock and in mid fucking and my dick never came down fast as it stayed up for over 40 minutes .I admit im 38 now and want to seriously fuck like crazy and on my birthday I jerked off and shot the hugest load I ever released as it just kept comming out of my dick and shot all over my legs and chest even close to reaching my mouth aka a super cum shot .I wouldnt mind doing a younger woman in her early 20's ,a white woman ,indian ,asian and even fuck and suck a passible shemale with a nice big cock . Maybe my 10 plus year drought will end this year .I pray it do .