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we're all here because we are creatures of nature have a habit of wanting to feel that special wonderful feeling one can create by themselves or with others. I masturbate everyday ever since I was 10 up to 6 times a day if possible. I was sexually assaulted at 5 till I was 11. And I prefer to be gay I don't want to have k**s I don't want the responsibility. Just like so many of us we just love dick, we like to FEEL it, we like to PLAY with it, we like to SUCK with it, and we love to get FUCT with it. When I turned about 13 years old, I read in one of my GROWEN UP sister's books about the G-SPOT for men and women. I briefly went over the ladies' section and then I check my time to study the men's part of the book and they told me it was in my ASS my prostate needed to be stimulated. It had been a couple of years since my younger extended sexual learning experiences. keeping what I read in the book in mind, Months later i went trash digging in the dumpster in my trailer park. What do you know I find a average size white plastic dildo. I thought about the book and looking around didn't see anybody and I concealed it within the stuff I was carrying. I retuned through the trailer park back home God has always been good to me, learning about my G-SPOT to finding sex toy i go to implement the ideals of the book. walking through the house looking for everybody and I go to my room I go to the bathroom to wash it off really good and return back to my room lock the door and get ready to put it in my ass, it was no BBC by far. What a relief it felt really good sliding up and down on it, I when it was time to have my orgasm it was intensified and felt so much better. And I got a better understanding on the digestive processes and being clean whenever you're going to have anal. There was so much masturbation with it inside of me, &i didn't want to do it without my hole being filled it was a major difference. But then it made me remember about my younger days and wanting somebody to take the place of this toy. I was really worried it would be like my first time's, it would be big, and it would be unnecessarily rough and hard. (He told me as he was inside of my tight hole, it's that he only gets to do this one time the first time and it's going to hurt anyways so he didn't hold back he was extra rough and aggressive he told me that I Will Survive, and I did barely