Why I like being Small and different.
Back when I was a young k** I had a baby sitter she was sweet and nice but after I walked in on her reading and looking at dirty magazines she brought me in and showed me the magazine and asked if I ever saw a vagina before I told her no so she asked me if I wanted to see one not in a magazine I said how she said there's a catch she made me agree to the catch then told me what it was. She said I had to get naked as well so I did as I promised to she went and got naked also then sat down beside me and started showing her vagina to me and explaining what it was and how it felt the took my hand and placed it on her vagina to feel it as I did she started to make little noises I stopped because I thought I was hurting her and told me no I wasn't and told me to go ahead and explore it as I did so she took her hand and grabbed my little penis and started explaining what it was and one of the users it had and if it was okay to rub my penis as she did so something happened that I knew nothing about she got my little penis hard and said well I can't keep it like this or it would hurt after some time si I asked what to do about it mind you I knew and trusted her because she was my neighbor and was 4 year's older than me so before I realized she placed it in her mouth and began stroking it with her mouth I won't lie it was strange but also felt really good she stopped for a moment and asked how I felt and told her she goes if I could do the same for her I asked how she didn't have what I have so she said put your mouth on it and lick it and see what happens so I did as I was asked as I was moaning she started to as well after a little while I shot ain her mouth and she said that was nice and asked if I knew why mine was different than hers I said no but was willing to learn and. She said her vagina took penises in them and penises felt really good and she told me so much about it I was curious to find out. We did this slot every time she babysited me until she moved away after she moved I didn't have another babysitter but still thought about everything she taught me and my curiosity grew about what she said about penises but didn't happen what I could do about it.
A few years later I was about 16-17 not sure which but was hanging out with my cousin till his mom took him to the store with her and his dad did odd jobs for a man he was friends with that owned a roofing company he said I should go with him to see his friend at the company as we got there it was only about a minute away he and I walked up the back steps to a door and we entered it this place was an apartment really nice on the inside but you would never know it was there we sat and talked for a while and his friend asked if we would like something to drink and both of said sure ,. After a few minutes he came back with the drinks in a tall glass they started drinking it and I was trying not to be rude so I started drinking it to it tasted funny to me something I never had before it did taste good after a few minutes of drinking it listening to them talk and I was almost out of my drink and his friend saw it and poured me more after a while of drinking it I was very dazed and his friend and my cousins dad started talking to me and they were talking about his yacht and asked if I ever been on one s I shook my head no and his friend told me that my cousins dad was going to go down and take it to fuel it up and asked if I wanted to go with him I shoo
My head yes so he gave my cousins dad the boat keys and said have fun ( Mind you my cousins dad wasn't on my side of the family but his mom was also my cousin).
So when we left his friends company apartment he had me follow him down to where the yacht was moored and he went on board to unlock the cabin doors and had me go up to the yachts bridge and wait for for him their a I did as was told and he went outside to untie the ropes that held it to the boat dock and came back on board an met me at the bridge ge started the yacht and put it in gear and asked if I was ready for this since it was my first time on a yacht I shook my head yes and we started moving he took it out slowly and the got a little more speed but not really fast even if he did I wouldn't know the difference slow, fast felt the same on the river.
As we traveled down the river my stomach started grumbling I felt like I was going to throw up and said won't I go down to one of the bedroom cabins and lie down it would go away after a little while so I did and I walked in to this bedroom it was big much bigger than my own bedroom at my house it was decked out very niclyi looked around and then laid down on the bed after a couple of minutes I fell asleep.
What I didn't know was how long I slept for when his dad found the room I was in and laid down beside me and was naked as I started to wake up but still felt strange I didn't notice him being naked as he talked to me about how far we have went and how long I slept for,. We were at least 25 miles away from anything no city no river bank homes we were literally in the middle of nowhere and he said he had the boat tied to a tree along the empty bank as he was telling me I felt his hand going into my shorts and grabbed my still small penis at first I was in shock and then after him fondling my penis an balls I was getting into it he seen I was getting into it and said I see you know what this feels like I shook my head yes and as he kept fondling my penis it only grew a little bit maybe 2 inches more than what I was he smiled and said why I'm nothing more than a toy for men to use and explore I said why is that he told me that because my penis was smaller than a lot of average men and some in average men that he felt that I should have been born a girl and wear girls underwear and dress up as a girl then I told him about me being younger what I did with my babysitter and freely offered up what all I asked her about a pencil and how it felt the way sahe did to me,.
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He smiled as he was sliding my shorts off and kept the other hand on my penis stroking it I was really getting curious about that as well about my youth and he asked let's find out together I looked at him puzzled then he said let's explore what you wanted to learn and know so I shook my head yes and he started grabbing my penis with a couple of fingers and started stroking it up and down as he did so he said I should do the same to him and he placed my hand on his semi erect penis man was it way bigger than mine I had to grab it with both my hands because 1 wouldn't go all the way around him I watched in amazement how big he was and All those thoughts I had back then came back into my head and how she did me so thinking about it I just slipped it in my mouth and started stroking it I heard him begin moaning about how good it felt but I just kept on sucking and stroking his big penis not realizing he had stopped stroking and playing with mine I must have kept doing this for at least 15-20 minutes but nothing happened like it did when it was done to me at of curiosity I asked why that was he said he was ready to mount like a hog or a horse then said he was going to show me what girls felt with in in them I was confused and before I knew it he had rolled me over on My stomach and lifted my rear end and had me spread out my legs as I did I felt some kind of liquid being rubbed on my butt and then felt something push it's way into my butt it really hurt and he said it will feel better later and kept slowly pushing it up my butt till finally he. Had it as far as he could get it rested for a minute or two then said here we go before I could say anything he Started pushing it in and out of me slowly as he went I felt at first pain but after about 5-10 minutes of this I really started to like it.
He seen I was liking it and began going a little faster I began moaning and didn't realize I was, after a little while I didn't know anything or nothing all I could feel was how good his penis felt going in and out of me I was literally dazed till finally I felt him speed up his pumping me then without warning I felt something really hot spray up into my butt as it did I let out a huge moan and passed out when I woke up it was getting late and his dad was on the phone with my parents and told them I was helping him and he would drop me off in the morning and my parents agreed if they only knew the truth they would have flipped out.
After he hang up he said I should go in and take a shower to clean myself up really good because he said since I liked it so much he was going to keep on teaching me more so I got in the shower after I was done I came back into the bathroom and realized my clothes were missing from the bed but laying on the bed were a pair of girls panties and a bra with a note that read ( Put these on and come outside he said if I wanted my clothes back and that not to worry no one else was around.).
So I put on the panties but wasn't sure about how to do the bra so I came outside to the bridge where he was and told him I didn't know how to put it on so he turned me around and fastened it for me and then place a blind fold over my eyes and told me no peeking and took me by the hand and went down the stairs from the bridge and after about a minute or two we stopped and he said to set down so I did as he said so I felt his hand rubbing all across my bra and panties body and as he did I felt even stranger than before it felt really good with my eyes covered up the feeling was really strong as he rubbed me I stood up and took his shorts off blindfolded mind you and grabbed at his penis which was soft and starting to grow I was really into it not knowing anything around me so after a few minutes he said I should do what I did earlier so he pushed me down to a squatting position and placed his penis in my mouth and grabbed the back of my head and slowly slowly stroking my head back and forth on him as his penis got bigger but not as big as earlier he pulled me away from his penis and stood me up and bent me over a couch or something and pulled my panties down some and rubbed it with more liquid and pushed a finger in my butt and said your still tight this would be fun after he took out his fingers and I felt his some what big penis back in to my butt again it hurt at first after he pumped it in and out of me I paid no attention to my pain and began softly moaning till as his penis grew and pumped harder I could feel his penis getting bigger still and my moans were louder then the were earlier as hu just kept doing my butt he grabbed my bra covered boobs and said I bet you are wishing these were alot bigger all I could do was was shake my head and kept on moaning loudly I felt his hand grabbing my head and pulling it up and knocked the blindfold off my eyes as I opened them I realized we were on the back deck facing the river alli could do was moan after a few minutes I heard a couple of voices start hooping and yelling things at us mainly me so I looked over I saw another boat about 5 yard away with a couple on it they saw my face that I was really excited about it I must have shot my own load in to the front of the panties since they were only pulled down my back not my front I was smiling he kept pumping me harder and harder moaning really loud I heard the couple discussing me the woman seeing how much I was in to it that I should have been born a female because that I'm acting like one and getting off like one and her husband agreed but as my cousins dad kept pumping harder and faster I felt his penis get really big and felt that hot feeling again as I did I passed out again when I woke up he told me to take another shower and clean up that my clothes would be on the bed when I got out after I got dressed again I went up to the bridge where he was at and asked me how I liked what I felt and if it was enjoyable to me I couldn't really say anything but said that's answer enough but it I wanted to learn more to just ask him and he would be happy to show me more.
He asked me how I felt about the couple watching me as he did my butt all I could say is wow it was a hot experience that maybe do it again sometime after my butt was no longer sore. He dropped me off at the boat dock and I went up and walked home dazed and confused about what I just experienced but said nothing to anyone about it because I didn't know what would say or do all I know is I really wanted to go and do it again and I got to a couple more time's and each time he would have me dressed in girls bra and panties and sometimes a bra and panties along with a dress if some kind it was great.
After a few years neither of us got to see each other again because my cousin divorced him and he moved out of state but every chance I got I would try on girls clothing and underwear they felt really good against my skin and all I could think about was I wish I could wear them all the time but had to hide it from my family and my friends after highschool I got a job at a fast food restaurant and made some money I saved up some to get my own place and after I started using it to buy girly clothes and underwear then visiting adult bookstores and video malls dressed with my girly underwear to see what goes on in there Wow I was amazed and wanted to experience it to I did a few times but got to a point I'm life I where I got busier and it took all my free time away until now I found porn videos on the Internet and began watching them but as I looked at different categories I found one that read tranny and bisexual I got interested in it then I was looking around again I found what they call Sissy hympo and started watching it and before I knew it I was stroking my penis my self after about a year or watching I realized I was more Sissy and somewhat Submitted and decided to explore it a lot more now I crave it every chance I get and dream about it daily.
So now if you're still reading this I feel like a Sissy and I Thank you for reading.
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A few years later I was about 16-17 not sure which but was hanging out with my cousin till his mom took him to the store with her and his dad did odd jobs for a man he was friends with that owned a roofing company he said I should go with him to see his friend at the company as we got there it was only about a minute away he and I walked up the back steps to a door and we entered it this place was an apartment really nice on the inside but you would never know it was there we sat and talked for a while and his friend asked if we would like something to drink and both of said sure ,. After a few minutes he came back with the drinks in a tall glass they started drinking it and I was trying not to be rude so I started drinking it to it tasted funny to me something I never had before it did taste good after a few minutes of drinking it listening to them talk and I was almost out of my drink and his friend saw it and poured me more after a while of drinking it I was very dazed and his friend and my cousins dad started talking to me and they were talking about his yacht and asked if I ever been on one s I shook my head no and his friend told me that my cousins dad was going to go down and take it to fuel it up and asked if I wanted to go with him I shoo
My head yes so he gave my cousins dad the boat keys and said have fun ( Mind you my cousins dad wasn't on my side of the family but his mom was also my cousin).
So when we left his friends company apartment he had me follow him down to where the yacht was moored and he went on board to unlock the cabin doors and had me go up to the yachts bridge and wait for for him their a I did as was told and he went outside to untie the ropes that held it to the boat dock and came back on board an met me at the bridge ge started the yacht and put it in gear and asked if I was ready for this since it was my first time on a yacht I shook my head yes and we started moving he took it out slowly and the got a little more speed but not really fast even if he did I wouldn't know the difference slow, fast felt the same on the river.
As we traveled down the river my stomach started grumbling I felt like I was going to throw up and said won't I go down to one of the bedroom cabins and lie down it would go away after a little while so I did and I walked in to this bedroom it was big much bigger than my own bedroom at my house it was decked out very niclyi looked around and then laid down on the bed after a couple of minutes I fell asleep.
What I didn't know was how long I slept for when his dad found the room I was in and laid down beside me and was naked as I started to wake up but still felt strange I didn't notice him being naked as he talked to me about how far we have went and how long I slept for,. We were at least 25 miles away from anything no city no river bank homes we were literally in the middle of nowhere and he said he had the boat tied to a tree along the empty bank as he was telling me I felt his hand going into my shorts and grabbed my still small penis at first I was in shock and then after him fondling my penis an balls I was getting into it he seen I was getting into it and said I see you know what this feels like I shook my head yes and as he kept fondling my penis it only grew a little bit maybe 2 inches more than what I was he smiled and said why I'm nothing more than a toy for men to use and explore I said why is that he told me that because my penis was smaller than a lot of average men and some in average men that he felt that I should have been born a girl and wear girls underwear and dress up as a girl then I told him about me being younger what I did with my babysitter and freely offered up what all I asked her about a pencil and how it felt the way sahe did to me,.
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He smiled as he was sliding my shorts off and kept the other hand on my penis stroking it I was really getting curious about that as well about my youth and he asked let's find out together I looked at him puzzled then he said let's explore what you wanted to learn and know so I shook my head yes and he started grabbing my penis with a couple of fingers and started stroking it up and down as he did so he said I should do the same to him and he placed my hand on his semi erect penis man was it way bigger than mine I had to grab it with both my hands because 1 wouldn't go all the way around him I watched in amazement how big he was and All those thoughts I had back then came back into my head and how she did me so thinking about it I just slipped it in my mouth and started stroking it I heard him begin moaning about how good it felt but I just kept on sucking and stroking his big penis not realizing he had stopped stroking and playing with mine I must have kept doing this for at least 15-20 minutes but nothing happened like it did when it was done to me at of curiosity I asked why that was he said he was ready to mount like a hog or a horse then said he was going to show me what girls felt with in in them I was confused and before I knew it he had rolled me over on My stomach and lifted my rear end and had me spread out my legs as I did I felt some kind of liquid being rubbed on my butt and then felt something push it's way into my butt it really hurt and he said it will feel better later and kept slowly pushing it up my butt till finally he. Had it as far as he could get it rested for a minute or two then said here we go before I could say anything he Started pushing it in and out of me slowly as he went I felt at first pain but after about 5-10 minutes of this I really started to like it.
He seen I was liking it and began going a little faster I began moaning and didn't realize I was, after a little while I didn't know anything or nothing all I could feel was how good his penis felt going in and out of me I was literally dazed till finally I felt him speed up his pumping me then without warning I felt something really hot spray up into my butt as it did I let out a huge moan and passed out when I woke up it was getting late and his dad was on the phone with my parents and told them I was helping him and he would drop me off in the morning and my parents agreed if they only knew the truth they would have flipped out.
After he hang up he said I should go in and take a shower to clean myself up really good because he said since I liked it so much he was going to keep on teaching me more so I got in the shower after I was done I came back into the bathroom and realized my clothes were missing from the bed but laying on the bed were a pair of girls panties and a bra with a note that read ( Put these on and come outside he said if I wanted my clothes back and that not to worry no one else was around.).
So I put on the panties but wasn't sure about how to do the bra so I came outside to the bridge where he was and told him I didn't know how to put it on so he turned me around and fastened it for me and then place a blind fold over my eyes and told me no peeking and took me by the hand and went down the stairs from the bridge and after about a minute or two we stopped and he said to set down so I did as he said so I felt his hand rubbing all across my bra and panties body and as he did I felt even stranger than before it felt really good with my eyes covered up the feeling was really strong as he rubbed me I stood up and took his shorts off blindfolded mind you and grabbed at his penis which was soft and starting to grow I was really into it not knowing anything around me so after a few minutes he said I should do what I did earlier so he pushed me down to a squatting position and placed his penis in my mouth and grabbed the back of my head and slowly slowly stroking my head back and forth on him as his penis got bigger but not as big as earlier he pulled me away from his penis and stood me up and bent me over a couch or something and pulled my panties down some and rubbed it with more liquid and pushed a finger in my butt and said your still tight this would be fun after he took out his fingers and I felt his some what big penis back in to my butt again it hurt at first after he pumped it in and out of me I paid no attention to my pain and began softly moaning till as his penis grew and pumped harder I could feel his penis getting bigger still and my moans were louder then the were earlier as hu just kept doing my butt he grabbed my bra covered boobs and said I bet you are wishing these were alot bigger all I could do was was shake my head and kept on moaning loudly I felt his hand grabbing my head and pulling it up and knocked the blindfold off my eyes as I opened them I realized we were on the back deck facing the river alli could do was moan after a few minutes I heard a couple of voices start hooping and yelling things at us mainly me so I looked over I saw another boat about 5 yard away with a couple on it they saw my face that I was really excited about it I must have shot my own load in to the front of the panties since they were only pulled down my back not my front I was smiling he kept pumping me harder and harder moaning really loud I heard the couple discussing me the woman seeing how much I was in to it that I should have been born a female because that I'm acting like one and getting off like one and her husband agreed but as my cousins dad kept pumping harder and faster I felt his penis get really big and felt that hot feeling again as I did I passed out again when I woke up he told me to take another shower and clean up that my clothes would be on the bed when I got out after I got dressed again I went up to the bridge where he was at and asked me how I liked what I felt and if it was enjoyable to me I couldn't really say anything but said that's answer enough but it I wanted to learn more to just ask him and he would be happy to show me more.
He asked me how I felt about the couple watching me as he did my butt all I could say is wow it was a hot experience that maybe do it again sometime after my butt was no longer sore. He dropped me off at the boat dock and I went up and walked home dazed and confused about what I just experienced but said nothing to anyone about it because I didn't know what would say or do all I know is I really wanted to go and do it again and I got to a couple more time's and each time he would have me dressed in girls bra and panties and sometimes a bra and panties along with a dress if some kind it was great.
After a few years neither of us got to see each other again because my cousin divorced him and he moved out of state but every chance I got I would try on girls clothing and underwear they felt really good against my skin and all I could think about was I wish I could wear them all the time but had to hide it from my family and my friends after highschool I got a job at a fast food restaurant and made some money I saved up some to get my own place and after I started using it to buy girly clothes and underwear then visiting adult bookstores and video malls dressed with my girly underwear to see what goes on in there Wow I was amazed and wanted to experience it to I did a few times but got to a point I'm life I where I got busier and it took all my free time away until now I found porn videos on the Internet and began watching them but as I looked at different categories I found one that read tranny and bisexual I got interested in it then I was looking around again I found what they call Sissy hympo and started watching it and before I knew it I was stroking my penis my self after about a year or watching I realized I was more Sissy and somewhat Submitted and decided to explore it a lot more now I crave it every chance I get and dream about it daily.
So now if you're still reading this I feel like a Sissy and I Thank you for reading.
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