How I earned my right to be a Jack of Spades-Pt II
Part II The age of the computer, the Internet and enlightenment
Somewhere in the 90s we entered the computer age. We had computers at work but I really didn’t know about Internet “dating” sites or Internet porn. I didn’t have a home computer, while I used the work computer to email friends I never went on sites I shouldn’t. (I wanted to keep job. I was horny but not stupid lol) I worked for the Government. I continued to make my stop in Boston and trips to Ct.
My folks died in the early 2000s and then my office which was 4 miles from my house closed in 2007.and I was being transferred 60 miles but a 90 minute commute away. I really wasn’t interested in transferring. So when an opening with the same agency, in Hawaii opened up I took it. The head office here didn’t really care if I used the office computer for email but I didn’t know how it would be in my new office, so I bought a laptop. A whole new world open up to me Porn and Hook up sites.
I got to travel to Taiwan, Hong Kong and Singapore and Guam. A4A came in very handy. By the way not all Asian guys have small dicks. I would say the 4 years I spent in Hawaii totally weaned me off white dick. I came back to the states back to mostly white New Hampshire. It was hard to get my Black Dick fix.
I continued to occasionally go to Hartford and I also found a cheaper motel outside of Boston, so with A4A and Craig’s List would make the trips worthwhile. (the Combat Zone had been “Cleaned up” so no more book stores and the Pilgrim was razed.) By now I only sucked a white guy as a very last resort, and when no Black or MOC dicks were available. I was for all intents and purposes exclusively hooking up with Black and other MOC men. While in the Caribbean, I went to Puerto Rico a couple of times and while in Dallas I found out that most Latino Men have Big Dicks too. It became obvious to me, I didn’t really enjoy whitedick so I just stopped. Done. Fini. No More. I was done sucking pale white dicks. I didn’t like their texture, how pale and often pink they were and generally how unattractive looking they were and didn’t have an intoxicating smell like Black Men. It was quite a long journey but when the end came it was quick. My journey could have stopped there but happily it didn’t. I was going to become fully woke about how incredible Black men are.
Now, two more things set me on my path to becoming a 100% Full devotee to Jack of Spades. For forty years I only wanted to suck. Anal disgusted me. I couldn’t imagine getting fucked and certainly didn’t know why a man would allow thimsellves to be fucked or why a man would fuck someone in the ass. I then found other sites that offered porn videos and stories. I would only watch Black jerk off and suck videos, no anal videos. And I mostly watched black and interracial gay videos. White sucking Black dick or Latino dick Etc, and occasionally watched a Black guy and Black guys fucking a white girl or girls. I had no interest in girl’s tits or pussy, but the Black Men and their Big Dicks fucking would fascinate me. And I only read stories that didn’t involve anal. I would stop reading if the characters started anal fucking I immediately lost interest. The stories I was reading had mostly white characters. The stories were fantasies, fiction and embellished true encounters.
The other thing, I started attending an annual conference in DC. I always stayed a few extra days to have some man2Blackman fun. With A4A and Craig lists and other sites there were many Black Men and I could exclusively meet up with Black and other MOC men. If I placed an ad on Craig’s list, I would politely say no thank you to white guys responding. I also found a “men’s club” in DC that had a lot of Black patrons. Like a bath house, but you can wear street clothes. So for the past 20+ years I have been basically only meeting up with Superior Black Men and Men of Color.
So I starting seeking out the interracial stories and stopped reading the white stories. Almost always the Black guys would be tops and the white guys bottoms (As it should be) (Black Men can bottom for other Black Men but should never bottom for a whiteboi.) and the white guy would be the one telling the story. And they would describe how good it felt to be fucked and how satisfying Black Dick is. Now, I didn’t stop reading, the stories were mesmerizing, I read more and more. The stories were Hot, and got me thinking what it would be liked to be fucked by a Superior Virile Big Dick Black Man. Then I started watching Black guys fucking white guys videos. WOW! These videos were the tipping point. The contrast between the bodies was hot. And the power Black Men exhibited over the submissive whitebois was Hot and Natural. It was Right, nothing was wrong, it wasn’t taboo, it was how things were meant to be and were suppose to be. Black Fucking white is so Right. I was becoming excited to be part of the movement and to do my part, hoping I would be accepted by Superior Black Men. It got to the point where I didn’t watch any jerkoff porn or exclusively suck porn. I started jerking off to Black and MOC Men Domineering inferior submissive whitebois. (You see the evolution from heterosexual to fully submissive whiteboi was a process and I was at peace with it.) In high school and college and the Caribbean I dated and had sex with girls, including Black Caribbean women. But those days were happily long gone. I have not strayed from my true calling. I have one purpose in life and that is to completely submit and be available to Black Men and Men of Color 7/24/365.
I worshipped Black Dick. And everytime I sucked Black dick my goal was to give the Black God the Best blow job he ever got. So I became exclusively a dicksucker of Black Men and MOC. With the computer and the apps, it was pretty easy to do.
Then I found Xhamster and they had articles about The Black New World Order, White woman Blacken (which I now fully understand and will hasten the decline of white births.) white men submission to Black Men (as it should be), and Black Men sexual dominance, sexuality, power and the reality, that the Black Race is the Master Race and Superior Race. and the white race inferior and subordinate. Living in the Caribbean for 6 years, I admired Black Men good looks, and respected, appreciated and worshipped their sexuality, openness about sex, strength, confidence and general cool demeanor. I yearned to be accepted by them.
Part III - I soon had an epiphany.
Somewhere in the 90s we entered the computer age. We had computers at work but I really didn’t know about Internet “dating” sites or Internet porn. I didn’t have a home computer, while I used the work computer to email friends I never went on sites I shouldn’t. (I wanted to keep job. I was horny but not stupid lol) I worked for the Government. I continued to make my stop in Boston and trips to Ct.
My folks died in the early 2000s and then my office which was 4 miles from my house closed in 2007.and I was being transferred 60 miles but a 90 minute commute away. I really wasn’t interested in transferring. So when an opening with the same agency, in Hawaii opened up I took it. The head office here didn’t really care if I used the office computer for email but I didn’t know how it would be in my new office, so I bought a laptop. A whole new world open up to me Porn and Hook up sites.
I got to travel to Taiwan, Hong Kong and Singapore and Guam. A4A came in very handy. By the way not all Asian guys have small dicks. I would say the 4 years I spent in Hawaii totally weaned me off white dick. I came back to the states back to mostly white New Hampshire. It was hard to get my Black Dick fix.
I continued to occasionally go to Hartford and I also found a cheaper motel outside of Boston, so with A4A and Craig’s List would make the trips worthwhile. (the Combat Zone had been “Cleaned up” so no more book stores and the Pilgrim was razed.) By now I only sucked a white guy as a very last resort, and when no Black or MOC dicks were available. I was for all intents and purposes exclusively hooking up with Black and other MOC men. While in the Caribbean, I went to Puerto Rico a couple of times and while in Dallas I found out that most Latino Men have Big Dicks too. It became obvious to me, I didn’t really enjoy whitedick so I just stopped. Done. Fini. No More. I was done sucking pale white dicks. I didn’t like their texture, how pale and often pink they were and generally how unattractive looking they were and didn’t have an intoxicating smell like Black Men. It was quite a long journey but when the end came it was quick. My journey could have stopped there but happily it didn’t. I was going to become fully woke about how incredible Black men are.
Now, two more things set me on my path to becoming a 100% Full devotee to Jack of Spades. For forty years I only wanted to suck. Anal disgusted me. I couldn’t imagine getting fucked and certainly didn’t know why a man would allow thimsellves to be fucked or why a man would fuck someone in the ass. I then found other sites that offered porn videos and stories. I would only watch Black jerk off and suck videos, no anal videos. And I mostly watched black and interracial gay videos. White sucking Black dick or Latino dick Etc, and occasionally watched a Black guy and Black guys fucking a white girl or girls. I had no interest in girl’s tits or pussy, but the Black Men and their Big Dicks fucking would fascinate me. And I only read stories that didn’t involve anal. I would stop reading if the characters started anal fucking I immediately lost interest. The stories I was reading had mostly white characters. The stories were fantasies, fiction and embellished true encounters.
The other thing, I started attending an annual conference in DC. I always stayed a few extra days to have some man2Blackman fun. With A4A and Craig lists and other sites there were many Black Men and I could exclusively meet up with Black and other MOC men. If I placed an ad on Craig’s list, I would politely say no thank you to white guys responding. I also found a “men’s club” in DC that had a lot of Black patrons. Like a bath house, but you can wear street clothes. So for the past 20+ years I have been basically only meeting up with Superior Black Men and Men of Color.
So I starting seeking out the interracial stories and stopped reading the white stories. Almost always the Black guys would be tops and the white guys bottoms (As it should be) (Black Men can bottom for other Black Men but should never bottom for a whiteboi.) and the white guy would be the one telling the story. And they would describe how good it felt to be fucked and how satisfying Black Dick is. Now, I didn’t stop reading, the stories were mesmerizing, I read more and more. The stories were Hot, and got me thinking what it would be liked to be fucked by a Superior Virile Big Dick Black Man. Then I started watching Black guys fucking white guys videos. WOW! These videos were the tipping point. The contrast between the bodies was hot. And the power Black Men exhibited over the submissive whitebois was Hot and Natural. It was Right, nothing was wrong, it wasn’t taboo, it was how things were meant to be and were suppose to be. Black Fucking white is so Right. I was becoming excited to be part of the movement and to do my part, hoping I would be accepted by Superior Black Men. It got to the point where I didn’t watch any jerkoff porn or exclusively suck porn. I started jerking off to Black and MOC Men Domineering inferior submissive whitebois. (You see the evolution from heterosexual to fully submissive whiteboi was a process and I was at peace with it.) In high school and college and the Caribbean I dated and had sex with girls, including Black Caribbean women. But those days were happily long gone. I have not strayed from my true calling. I have one purpose in life and that is to completely submit and be available to Black Men and Men of Color 7/24/365.
I worshipped Black Dick. And everytime I sucked Black dick my goal was to give the Black God the Best blow job he ever got. So I became exclusively a dicksucker of Black Men and MOC. With the computer and the apps, it was pretty easy to do.
Then I found Xhamster and they had articles about The Black New World Order, White woman Blacken (which I now fully understand and will hasten the decline of white births.) white men submission to Black Men (as it should be), and Black Men sexual dominance, sexuality, power and the reality, that the Black Race is the Master Race and Superior Race. and the white race inferior and subordinate. Living in the Caribbean for 6 years, I admired Black Men good looks, and respected, appreciated and worshipped their sexuality, openness about sex, strength, confidence and general cool demeanor. I yearned to be accepted by them.
Part III - I soon had an epiphany.
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