How I became a Sissy for Black Cock

How I became a Sissy for Black Cock (all turn-ons are in bold)
Throughout my teenage years, like most boys, I watched plenty of porn. My interests were always: Teen, Rough Sex, Bondage and Gangbang porn. Why I liked these genres specifically is something for the psychologists to answer, but I do notice that there is an underlying theme of domination in all of them. Being dominated by women is something I’ve fantasised about since I was 12, but as I got older, my fantasies towards women changed to me being the dom. However, I still had fantasies of me being dominated, only now… I was the woman.

I started jacking off to gangbangs, pretending I was the women getting my snatch pounded in by a bunch of tough guys, even experimenting with anal as young as 14 (for the longest time my favourite sex toy was an attachable lightsabre for the Wii-remote). Sifting through the Gangbang category, naturally, I came a lot across plenty of Interracial porn, as it is the most popular sub-category.

There was something about seeing women of my own race being defiled by an "inferior race" that got my member so hard. It was the ultimate form of domination! Interracial became a category I would browse regularly, as they had: the best Gangbang scenes, blacks would fuck way harder than any white-on-white porn, the hottest amateur teens would be fucking black guys exclusively, and those BIG BLACK COCKS; to be fucked by one of them would surely be something I would never be able to handle.

I began to act out the scenes I watched with my makeshift dildos (moving on to cucumbers and bananas to simulate the length and girth of a BBC), that way I would be sucking their cocks to lube them up for insertion and changing positions more often. I even imagined myself being kissed by black men, something that would have sickened me if it was a white guy.

With my taste in porn moving exclusively to Interracial I started coming faster across BNWO, Joi and hypno videos. At first, I was offended and turned off by the way they humiliated white boys: with chastity cages, dick comparisons showing whites with acorn dicks and blacks as have tree trucks for cocks and spouted “nonsense” about white genocide or blacks breeding all whites to extinction. However, despite my earlier objections to these videos, I came to them. back to them… a lot.

With racial tensions all over America and Europe these videos and photos depicting all whites serving at the feet of hung black men provided a grim (for some) potential future for the white race. A future, that with every white single mother I see with a black baby and every muscular black man I see that could easily beat my skinny white ass, is only becoming more and more a reality.

My sole sexual activities these days, as a 22-year-old un-kissed sissy virgin, are rubbing my chastity cage to stories or caption images of Black Supremacy or pounding my mouth and ass with one or two of my many black dildos while watching real (black) men breeding the women of my once proud race to genetic extinction.