Chance Encouter Reaveals IRL Friend's Fascina
. . . with porn.
Long ago, in a card game lost to memory, a card was plucked. Upon that card the all-caps word: BUKKAKE. I was of course at that time totally and intimately aware of the word. Even the pronunciation and word-origin was known. I had drawn it, so I feigned ignorance and asked for help about the way to say it. I turned the card so everyone could see it. I then watched reactions. Back in that day, the word didn't surface on the internet unless you knew what you were looking for or the other subjects you liked brought you into contact with it. Bukkake didn't just pop into awareness overnight. So if one knew the word, they were involved in that kind of porn. Everybody else except for one woman, at a table of c***dhood friends, now 30's friends, couldn't pronounce it. One woman pronounced it correctly, too. At the looks of confusion, she rattled off it's meaning and relevance in a sentence or two. I knew right then that she had a secret porn fascination, too. Probably as old and as extensive as mine. She was in IT, specialized into protecting data and destroying it. Early adopter through from the birth of the Internet to the Net we love today. Same age, exactly. Same sort of highly religious backgrounds. Total pervert in plain sight. She had knowingly risked her eternal soul watching the same stuff I couldn't get enough of. Enough to be casually fluent in it's real meaning to the people who get off to it, spoken of as a porn genre. Tacitly acknowledging that bukkake is just a sub-genre of the facial category, under cum-shots, etc. Porn addict like me. A total porn junkie in plain sight. Probably got a little aroused being given the opportunity to very briefly describe the kind of porn it was and what it focused on. I was aroused by her casual familiarity with the whole subject, and it's context within her understanding of the hierarchy of porn, unknowingly or knowingly letting everyone with an ear to hear know she got off to it.
Long ago, in a card game lost to memory, a card was plucked. Upon that card the all-caps word: BUKKAKE. I was of course at that time totally and intimately aware of the word. Even the pronunciation and word-origin was known. I had drawn it, so I feigned ignorance and asked for help about the way to say it. I turned the card so everyone could see it. I then watched reactions. Back in that day, the word didn't surface on the internet unless you knew what you were looking for or the other subjects you liked brought you into contact with it. Bukkake didn't just pop into awareness overnight. So if one knew the word, they were involved in that kind of porn. Everybody else except for one woman, at a table of c***dhood friends, now 30's friends, couldn't pronounce it. One woman pronounced it correctly, too. At the looks of confusion, she rattled off it's meaning and relevance in a sentence or two. I knew right then that she had a secret porn fascination, too. Probably as old and as extensive as mine. She was in IT, specialized into protecting data and destroying it. Early adopter through from the birth of the Internet to the Net we love today. Same age, exactly. Same sort of highly religious backgrounds. Total pervert in plain sight. She had knowingly risked her eternal soul watching the same stuff I couldn't get enough of. Enough to be casually fluent in it's real meaning to the people who get off to it, spoken of as a porn genre. Tacitly acknowledging that bukkake is just a sub-genre of the facial category, under cum-shots, etc. Porn addict like me. A total porn junkie in plain sight. Probably got a little aroused being given the opportunity to very briefly describe the kind of porn it was and what it focused on. I was aroused by her casual familiarity with the whole subject, and it's context within her understanding of the hierarchy of porn, unknowingly or knowingly letting everyone with an ear to hear know she got off to it.
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