March 3, 2021.... blah blah yada lol

It's been like 18 months or more now lol. Everywhere I go I am looking at women and I fantasize about them. I imagine they are like me, frustrated but modest. I imagined one knocking on my door around 10:30 at night and... well hehe. I'm trying to be modest but damn. I'm going to get back on the dating but I need a job first, been unemployed since March '18. That covid shit came just at the time I thought I was about to go back. And don't you know it, I got my son living with me and now my daughter is also about to move in. Actually it's not so bad. I didn't spend as much time with them before so now I can get caught up. I've matured some, finally lol. Still got a little ways to go but the future looks good. It's going to be different.