When It All Started

My eighteenth birthday was shortly before graduation and I wanted to have a party. Nothing to big, but something special for myself. I wanted it to be a night I would never forget. I've always craved the attention of men. Having them lust over me. When I was still living at home I spent most of my time down in our basement. There was a separate entry almost like like a little apartment down there. I would look through magazines and gaze at the guys. Or a deck of cards that had naked men, I loved looking at those cocks and touching myself. I'm a total meat gazer. I love checking a guy's buldge in his pants. They're awesome. I had already fucked a few guys by then. Ok several really. And I found out how mean and hurtful small towns can be towards women exploring their sexuality. Anyways, that's another rant for a different forum. The point I'm trying to reach is that I wanted to fuck but I didn't want anymore rumors going around. What made that really difficult is that I wanted to try two dicks. I had seen a 2 guy 1 girl threesome on a porno and just thought it was the most amazing thing ever. I needed to do it. I have a guy on each tit. I wanted to order them around the way I saw the woman on the porno do it. The way she commanded them to "eat her pussy!" and "fuck harder!" I wanted to control two men with my naked body like that. I wanted to feel that powerful. Like the woman on the porno film. She was so beautiful and still so strong. She was a badass bitch is what she was. I was an adult finally and ready to enter the adult world. And was going to do so as a badass bitch. I was going to make it happen. There were two guys who were best buds. Nearly inseparable. I had known both of them from the neighborhood for many years. They were shy and from families of modest means. I had witnessed them being teased or bullied a number of times throughout the years. But wherever one went there was the other. I always thought from a distance their friendship was a cool thing. They really had each other's backs and it had saved them on more than one occasion. Personally I had always thought they were always underestimated by my classmates and the neighborhood. They both had really filled out in recent years. After they started working at the local grocery store I noticed they changed their looks up quite a lot. Got rid of the out of date handed down clothing and cheap generic shoes and must have spent all of their paychecks on fashionable clothing. Oh, and gym memberships! They were both getting to be quite ripped as I observed them on the basketball court at the local park a number of times. And as I said earlier, I am a meat gazer, and I could tell they were both packing. That goes without saying. If they weren't packing I wouldn't be wasting my time. Cuz I'm a badass bitch. I always new I could find them in the library. That's where they hid out during lunch break mostly to avoid people think. The small town group brain still saw them as "dorks" "nerds" "geeks." They didn't see the changes I did. I saw an opportunity. An opportunity to get tag teamed by two sweet young men who deserved more than anything to have somebody in the stupid ass town to just be nice to them. I was going to be real nice. Bossy sure. But I'll be real nice and let them both have my body. I finally approached them. They were in total shock I was there sitting at that desk in the library with them. I explained that my birthday had just come and gone and there was no party, my friends had all been lame, and that I was looking to make new friends. And have a party.
When they showed at my parents' basement that Saturday night. I had the place all lit up with sparkly holiday lighting. I had the music going. Had my own little dance club set up going. Badass Bitch Discoteque. We were having a good time. Once they dropped their inhibitions and shyness they were both really fun cool guys. And as we danced to the music and acted silly I started touching them each more and more. I could just tell they had not felt female touch but craved it badly. I could see both of their buldges. I thought their pants were going to explode at the fly any minute. I couldn't help it, we danced and I started rubbing my ass against the one guy's cock. Then as if a sign from a power above (probably the badass is bitch I had see on that porno tape) at that moment the random shuffle on the CD changer went to Nine Inch Nails - Closer. IT WAS ON! My top came off, the tits came out, their dicks were rock hard, I was gonna fuck these two guys. The first thing I did was told them, "Suck these big titties it's my birthday party!" It felt so damn good. I commanded them to undress just like on that vhs tape. I had sucked several cocks by this time. I knew my way around a dick and a set of balls. I took two as a challenge. First back and forth just like the nice lady. But soon I had to get both of their dickheads on my tongue at the same time. It just looked so cool on the tape. I wanted to be that sexy and controlling. They were both in the palm of my hand. I had them both by the cock. I let them take turns fucking me. They were very appreciative and I could tell that they had been watching some pornos too. Maybe even together. I've wondered. We fucked every way you can fuck on a sofa. I took their dicks from every angle. I put my head over the armrest of the couch and let one fuck my face upside down ( a trick I had learned a few weeks earlier but that's another story) while his was eating my pussy out. And that dude could really eat some pussy. They spitroasted me and went back and forth. One of them came on my ass and then watched me ride the other guy while he recovered. Then he ended up getting horny again and after his friend came all over my tits he was hard and ready to fuck again. So I let him of course. I ended up getting 3 cumshots from 2 dudes. And that's when I discovered how much I love threesomes. A built in audience to your sex! We all went off to college and that was it. Several years later I ran into one of them again at a bar while home for a holiday. He took me home and I gave him some pussy for old times sake but it was quite disappointing honestly. I think they worked a lot better as a team.